really wanna go and sleep now..
but...
dunno why..
din wanna sleep..
maybe..
becoz wanna wait fer some sms..
or..
maybe thinking tml wake up early oso nothing to do..
tomolo..
no npcc..
great..
im bored..!
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:48 PM. *BoNG!*
i hate it!!!
damn..
today..
went to PA....
den saw tat bugger..
who thinks himself a joker....
i hate him!!!
he's from qtss...
CI en meng sae one word..
tat bugger will auto sae 8 words out..
wasting moi time..
his name..?
alfian...
sec 3..
dun even show some respect manx..
always mix with e girls..
im not jealous or wad..
but..
it's juz too wad...
den come to us..
e guys side..
talk about e girls he juz know?
gotta f him upside down...
sooner or later...
english exam....
sux..
need to write err..
report?
dunno la..
about moi cca..
no choice..
wrote mr kumar's name in it..
after doing moi paper one and two..
was damn tired can?
take a quick nap..
den guess wad..??
MR KUMAR went to touch moi back..!!!!
err.. we're taking e eng exam at music room..
den 2 class together...
he touch and touch..
i was shocked!!!
is he a gay??
den ask mi wake up..
dun need to ask mi wake up i think i oso will auto wake up too..
who likes to be touched on e back..
like boyfriend touching girlfriend liddat..
next time see mr kumar..
gotta stand away from him manx..
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 8:51 PM. *BoNG!*
i hate people who thinks they're from express means they should get high 'class' post in npcc..
i hate people who keep begging other higher rank officers to promote them to the other rank..
i hate people who look down on mi and moi friends who's from normal stream...
please...
dun think u have 2nd class drill badge means you should get cpl rank...
p.s : im saying this out of nothing..
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:11 PM. *BoNG!*
lurve this foto manx..
taken by dunno who..
during last year ndp de.. 2003!!!
( left to right ) reng fu and andrew
reng fu look sho aunt rite? heehee..
hmmm.. beri long nv see andrew le..
it's been long since we go out together....
anyway..
reng fu promoted to cpl liao..
with lotsa badges..
but still lose to mine.. =P
saw him during e npcc day parade..
talking crap with him...
he's a guy worth to be miss by mi.. =X
P.S : josh u should noe them rite? same school??
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 11:24 PM. *BoNG!*
Title : Hold On
This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to no more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on
P.S : juz found that this song very very the nice... oso juz saw e mtv of this song..
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 11:04 PM. *BoNG!*
school is getting boring nowadays...
cpa lesson..
yawn!!
sleep fer 1 hour...
recess...
thats the most active time fer mi
can really eat alot..
talk alot..
all crap..
lolz..
den back to class...
maths..
yawn...
went to sleep again...
lala land..
heehee..
manx..
i think i gotta become willie's doggie liao..
oso other lazy pig..
onli know how to follow him...
to one side..
den... tata..
next sec he's sleeping..
juz like mi..
walk to moi table..
tata! next min..
sleeping liao..
lolz..
am kinda happy today...
dunno why..
should i sae..
i dun wanna sae here??
hmmm.. =P
maybe u all bride mi..
i dun mind telling...
2 bucks per person..
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:45 PM. *BoNG!*
pls..
dun u ever ask someone to pass mi letters again...
dun ever ask ur friend to add mi in msn to help u blah blah
pls pls..
am really scare of u totally manx...
somemore...
u're a sec 2 cadet to mi!!
onli..
no more..
why u sae i treat u good?
i dunno!!!
wad's happening??
that time becoz u're going to faint..
tats why i treat u good..
but why mi?
how i wish im in a single unit..
this is really scary!!!!
i hate this!!!
dun ever ask mi to meet u alone in basketball court...
i will not..
p.s i noe u will come here every single day!!! really dare not tell u in person..
one more thing..
i WONT LIKE SOMEONE YOUNGER DEN MI!!!!
i dun go fer NCOPC fer nothing..
have the same feeling like wenjun last year..
-_-''
should not have laugh at wenjun tat time..
now bet he will get the last laugh...
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 7:28 PM. *BoNG!*
i think i dun have any friends..
in moi school..
in class oso...
all moi friends in class...
they all likes to go arcade...
play e racing games..
non of them lurve shooting games...
we dun have anything to talk about in class..
that makes mi lonely...
i hate that...
think i am getting used to it anyway...
life is boring..
yawnz...
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 6:58 PM. *BoNG!*
shall have a end...
i think...
it's time...
it's time to end now...
i get wad's she hint-ing...
should not have tell her that anyway...
BUT I DUN...
100% DUN...
DEFINITELY DUN...
feel regret telling her that...
(there's a msg in bold...)
hope the someone will read it...
P. diddy feat faith evans
i'll be missing you
Yeah... this right here
Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone
That they truly loved
Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream
In the future, can't wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living your life, after death
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you
It's kinda hard with you not around
Know you in heaven smilin down
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
I still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living you're life, after death
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you
Somebody tell me why
On that morning
When this life is over
I know
I'll see your face
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you...
p.s : josh u send mi the right song manx... really like this song.. I miSsSsSs u!!!!
it's an old old song... sighh
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 3:15 AM. *BoNG!*
too tiring...
alot of guys saying tat...
kinda true...
sometime..
i wonder..
i go ndp 2004 fer wad?
i dunno...
i dun go fer ndp fer moi unit..
i dun feel proud fer moi unit..
it's sux...
really..
with a OC who wanna care fer UOPA...
keep asking his cadet going fer this and tat parades...
after using them den dump them aside..
really really miss mrs soong as moi oc last time..
she dun care fer UOPA award..
dun care fer wad gold unit blah blah..
she care fer e cadets more den awards...
money is root of all evil....
oso..
UOPA is root of all evil too..
once a unit gets an award..
it will oso get money from npcc HQ...
most people dunno...
juz wanna say it loud there...
not all OCs are good OCs...
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 4:40 PM. *BoNG!*
april...
i dun even think im really happy fer one damn day manx..
wad the hell am i thinking?
am i having pms or wad?
anyways.. im a guy..
sighh
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 1:57 PM. *BoNG!*
had promo test...
area promo...
saw alot people..
friends as in..
den saw nurul..
first thing i think of is..
present! lolz..
den quickly run take n gave her...
sho happy...
bet..
it's will be our last meeting or something liddat?
there's no more area thingy fer us e old bird...
sigh..
e present she gave mi inside got one card!!!
juz fit into mi wallet..
hint hint! lolz..
hope tat card will make mi happy when im err.. nvm..
last saw her..
was at first floor..
looking up.. she was errr.. at 3rd floor..
marching..?
keep thinking of her today....
still remember how i noe her manx..
pk course!!!
lolz..
she sms mi rite tat time??
hmmmmm....
den think she tat time like someone from mi school..
den xy ask mi to help her..
but i noe it's kinda hopeless tat time..
but nvm...
everytime i put e pk badge to mi uniform.
i'll start thinking of e course manx..
and made a great friend...
promo test and 2nd class drill test..
was kinda easy fer mi..
with lotsa cgs people..
-_-'' mostly girls..
see them den scare scare le..
but overall easy la..
BUT!!!
i hope not like last year..
easy easy la..
den fail the 2 onli promo test..
*argh*
hope history dun repeat...
ndp 2004...
was fucking pissed with some sec 3s...
and mr chan fuck sum....
tat bloody idiot took e err.. mandy from cgs becoz he thinks tat onli can have one people from single unit to e main...
dun really noe wad the hell he wanted..
den ask all e 'main' reserve to go into e main marching...
den i was ASKED to go rest at e dunno-how-to-spell-name camp...
indirect asking us to be reserve..
becoz some of the damn sec 3s scare they cannot go into main..
push mi back to e top row..
coz e trainers sae top 3 row have to be reserve...
en meng aka adrian..
noe i really very slack tat time..
oso beri pissed..
den scold mi.. indirectly..
i dun even give any damn to it..
this year ndp cock up manx..
screwed up everything..
wad fer having e selection parade on the very first day?
den think of last year ndp...
really miss all e good-o-friends manx..
I MISS U ALL!!
but.. i bet they all noe oso forget wad happen last year...
u all have become part of mi..
and to the girl i like..
u too..
but too bad.. it's too late fer mi to sae tat..
sighh...
forget it..
after ndp training..
went to eat at kfc...
with en meng.. zhiwei..
2 more cis.. one wci and ci..
dunno how to spell their name..
eat eat.. talk alot of things..
den go out with en meng with benn..
equals.. going out with one ci and one CLT (ncc)
watch e starsky and hutch..
beri funny moive..
but e songs kinda sad sometime..
which make mi think think of someone..
u all should go watch e movie manx..
after e movie was like err... 11.30pm liao?
den quickly rush home..
not becoz i scare moi parents scold..
it's becoz i scare no bus to go home..
lolz..
took mrt..
den at jurong interchange..
was thinking should i walk home?
den something happened...
MIRACLE!!!
143A came!! heehee
den dun need to waste 30mins walking..
phew?
beri tired now..
BUT i miss her i miss her!!!!
sigh..
hope to see her next time on e streets...
dun mind saying hi liddat or wad..
im happy to do so afterall..
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 1:06 AM. *BoNG!*
spend the whole afternoon...
doing repairs fer moi 'old' boots..
argh~!~!
forgot tat i still haven iron moi shirt..
uniform de...
argH!!
sho stress!! lolz..
haven polish badge..
haven.. AHhHh!!!
moi beret..!!
where's it..?
die die die!!!!
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 7:04 PM. *BoNG!*
area 14 promotion test..
sigh...
wonder tomolo how i gotta shout commands...
bah bah bah...
anyway...
good luck to all e friends going fer e promo test tml...
all the best..
* WinK WInK *
think of mi..
confirm will pass le..
heehee..
still got 14 hours more to promo test le..
less den one day..
uh oh...
miss lotsa friends..
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 6:18 PM. *BoNG!*
how how??
can't stop smiling oso..
am i mad??
muaahahhaha..
oops?
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:28 PM. *BoNG!*
bathe..
do all e stuff i normally do...
den walk down to e bus stop..
found out tat i forgot to bring moi wallet!!
first thing come out from moi brain is tat...
how to buy someone's present if i nv even bring wallet out!!
den run back mi house..
lucky i stay at 3rd floor..
if not..
ZzzZzzZz
almost late fer school..
can sae already late le la..
but e good perfects let mi in..
heehee..
i nv even fer once okay?
=P
school was way too much fun today...
was sleeping in maths lesson..
ZzZzZzzz
den suddenly...
someone kick moi table..
any-o-how scold mi..
was like taking parade tat time..
den was sho angry tat time..
argh~!
tat hwee ann...
dunno wad made him sho angry..
heard someone keep calling him gigolo...
den he thought it's mi who call him?
scold mi wad fucking hell..
almost beat him up..
but din not..
after all.. he's abit the mental prob...
sigh..
after tat lesson equals after school!!
lolz..
rush rush to tbp...
bought some stuff fer someone..
a rush of blood to the head...
dun have the cd she wanted..!!!
keep thinking where got place sells cd near mi school...
heeren??
no choice..
anyway.. oso dun mind..
heehee?
go there bought e cd le..
den quickly rush again to mi school...
late fer npcc..
beri stressed..
still have to learn lotsa commands !!
monkey...!
den jun jiang ask mi take squad...
no face manx..
dunno alot command..
even forgot how to shout e marching command..
-_-''
how to u expect mi to pass e coming promo test?
argh!! help NEEDED!
after npcc..
rush back to tbp..
lalala..
fer wadever reason..
nort gotta tell u all..
=P
anyway..
saw nurul!! and yongni!!
sho happy..
haha.. went to sae hi and bye to them..
which i noe think it's kinda stupid..
stupid mi..
sho happy after tat..
lolz.. dunno why...
* SmiLE sMILe *
took 176 home..
guess wad..
at west coast park..
wanna shut moi eye to take a break..
reading newpaper fer dunno how long..
den PooF!
went to moi lala land..!
near jurong interchange den wake up..
wad a sleeping day fer mi..
lolz..
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:06 PM. *BoNG!*
mr kumar was rite..
i dunno anything about shouting command..
im not worth to have the rank cpl...
dun sae sgt rank...
sigh..
moi ci dream..
think have to forget it...
why mi??
i forgot all the commands...
slow march..
salute to the front...
this is sho confusing....
the old bird nco teach us the short version..
WHICH IS WRONG WRONG!!!!
where is moi unit cis??
i need them...!!
but..
they juz gone with i needed them...
wad's this?
areamates...
if this year..
still got any area parades..
which have to wear full uniform..
dun be shock to see mi with a rank lcp and lotsa badges...
mi sux..
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:50 PM. *BoNG!*
now..
HE..
wants mi to do e stupid sports day duty..
which is USELESS..
stand there..
doing nothing..
under the hot sun..
which is VERY HOT nowadays..
i sae i dun wish to do e stupid duty...
guess wad..
i was SHOOT by him...
sae wad..
i ask fer him wadever thing i wan..
he give mi..
now he ask mi..
i dun wanna give him..
wad's tat??
i ask him can join ndp 2004..
ask him can join campcraft com...
i think he oso dun mind letting mi join..
after all..
can add points to henderson unit..
wad's this??
i dun see there's need fer us (npcc) to be there..
standing.. rotting...
FUCK IT!!!!
I HATE MOI NEW OC!!!!
mr kumar..
u sux..
still dare to sae u're from GESS unit..
oc from tat school?
do i look like a kid to u?
i really like npcc very much u noe..?
but now..
im doing a shit job fer npcc..
nono.. i should sae henderson np..
moi hate fer henderson np is getting deeper..
ever since it change OC..
things gotta change....
am really very very sad...
dun even noe wad's wrong with mi nowadays..
saw tat sms..
sigh...
GESS GESS GESS GESS......
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 6:41 PM. *BoNG!*
saw it at henderson... friendster..
hope u all read it..
damn funny..
all DAMN true lor..
e staff room design like a maze.. oh god..
i sec one tat time even get lost in tat damn room.. argh~!
oso got e part of the henderson school song in it too..!
enjoy! can't stop laughing! lolz
henDerSoN rulz!! U wAN Wat iT goT wat.SeCURitY LevEL iN tHIS ScH iS Bad WhIcH iS a GoOD SIGn.. WanT to SteAL TEst tube?? go AhEad.. Wat to SteAL AmmoNia.. GO AHead.. Wan to get A paIR of gOgglEs?? get IT maN~~ ThiS Sch fuLL of FunNY aNd SeXy TeAChers~~ThIS ScHOOl AlsO let U hAve Fun SuCH aS theY DESIgn The StAFF rOOM In Such A Way LIke U are Walking iNtO a MAZe and U need TO walk here And there to reACH Your dEStinAtiOn...For tHOse WhO wan to plaY coUNterStriKE. therE IS ONe Just belOW the SO call HocKey groUNd.. INsiDe only gOT rIFle buT no AK-47 or Mp5...buT IT goNNa be WAR!!! As FOR caNTeeN.. SigH... thE aUNty tHAt selL MILo and burGers is FlIRtiOus...wHo CoN LOts Of StudEnts Into buyIng Her burGer aND mILo..aNYway.. HenDErson rox~~!!... WhEN wE Hear The NaME of HendERsOn.... We...........
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:41 PM. *BoNG!*
forgot to sae..
PEOPLE..
moi name is KAIJIE...
NOT KIA JIE...
argh~!~!
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 5:17 PM. *BoNG!*
went to errr.. wheellock place??
specially fer nurul lor..
bought her something...
it's black in colour by the way..
hint hint..
heehee..
den walk walk to far east plaza..
ate moi lunch at long john silver..!!
damn..
it's shOOooOOooO NICE manx..
saw one wci from stc..
dunno how to spell her name...
after eating go home..
took 143 from far east plaza...
damn bored inside tat damn bus..
lolz..
sleep sleep..!
sitting beside lim koon tat time..
head lying on his shoulder..?
we look sho gay tat time..
sigh..
but dun care la..
use e newspaper to cover mi head..
heehee..
rite now..
dunno wad the hell is lim koon doing in mi house..
keep going to e kitchen..
argh~!~!
dun think he is stealing food or wad..
lolz...
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 5:15 PM. *BoNG!*
NO!
it's not...
went to school..
dun feel like talking to anyone...
i felt sho extra...
when moi friends are friendless...
they'll come to mi..
wad's this..?
i hate this...
promo test coming..
this sat...
ever since it change to area promo test..
i din even promo any rank
or pass any badge test..
it's like..
i din go fer any area promo test after all..
fuck..
fuck the ac of area 14..
is he mad?
change this and tat...
i dun even noe am i gotta go fer e promo test..
maybe going there look look..
find the good-o-friends...
no mood to take e promo test..
really..
i dunno wad am i thinking now..
am i mad?
or am i having pms??
sigh....
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 5:23 PM. *BoNG!*
i really dunno wad's tat manx..
all i noe..
it can change a person..
went to seoul garden..
with hwee kiat clarence lifang and one dunno how to spell e name girl..
expected..
im the extra one..
hwee kiat got his lifang..
clarence got e other girl...
walk walk walk..
im all alone..
nvm..
it's normal..
after all..
if you're clarence or hwee kiat..
who will u choose?/
friend or girl who u really like...?
but..
im not scolding them or wad..
it's normal..
if it's mi..
i oso will choose the same..
went going to e concert..
keep talking to lifang..
after hwee kiat join us.
im all alone..
coz i dun wanna make hwee kiat jealous or wad..
i dun wan people to sae..
i took away someone's going to be girlfriend..
sigh...
now..
to mi..
girlfriend or friends..
i will choose friends..
they can be with u all the time...
sigh...
if i really wan a girlfriend..
i would wan a girl who will understand mi...
noes about mi...
but.. i dun think tat there is any out there...
i thought im a very strong person...
but this year..
i finally noe wad type of person am i...
i cried easily...
im a loser when it comes to love...
nono.. i should sae..
im a loser in everything..
kj sux!
sigh...
josh.. thanks fer knowing u since p3...
if i haven noe u tat time..
i dun think i am who am i rite now..
u change the past mi...
to lifang oso..
thank-you...
am really very very sad..
and i mean it..!!
who can i talk to rite now??
NOBODY!!!!
fuck...
i dun wanna cry now..
but.. tears starting to flow down now..
who am i?
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:09 PM. *BoNG!*
the marching and drills
nort really very good..
GOH some of e cadets blur blur..
but wad i really like is i saw alot of people from last year ndp 2003!
people like jiemin, chuen leong, nelson, zak, yongni, xiao ting etc..
lot of people name i can't remember!!
cis.. HOs..
saw CC KOH!!! and sgt sim..!
lolz..
very very happy to see them lor..
CC KOH changed..
din wear specs..
really miss him..
took pic with him..
asked him to send mi le..
wonder when..
saw lotsa area squadmates..
gess - derek, jackie, kok beng..
stc - nani, yoke leng, den others dunno le.. one girl keep saying doggie at e cycling trip i remember..
queenstown - ALVIN!! i miss him manx.. din chat with him..
cgs - nurul, yongni, zak
people who's name not in it.. sorri..
one reason i din add in becoz..
I DUNNO HOW TO SPELL UR NAME!!
lolz.. dun wanna any-o-how spell it.. coz i respect ur name.. =P
really very happy today manx...
dunno why today i keep marching from parade squard to npcc HQ..
beri far..
i noe.. but dunno why.. haha
can't find en meng today..
argh~!
dunno where he hiding..
monkey ci... sigh~!
den waiting fer 2 hours..
went out with jiemin and nelson to clementi mac..
meet chuen leong at e interchange there...
den ate supper(??) at mac...
till 11++ reach home almost 12 le.. haha
tired tired now..
tml VCH concert!!!
argh~!~! dunno wad to wear!!!
after all it's at victoria concert hall..
cannot any-o-how wear wear..
no 3/4s no sandals...
argh~~!
wear school U the best.. lolz..
jokinG~!
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 1:08 AM. *BoNG!*
The trouble-prone musician claims in the upcoming issue of Blender magazine that she has been swindled out of $40 million, while a former business associate says she is in debt to the tune of at least $4 million.
Love, the 39-year-old widow of late Nirvana frontman Kurt Cobain, is already dealing with a stack of legal and health concerns, and her music career suffered a recent blow when her long awaited debut solo album bombed.
"I'm covered with loser dust," she was quoted as telling Blender, whose May issue featuring the Love cover story will hit newsstands on April 20.
Love told Blender that "... $40 million has been stolen from me and (11-year-old daughter) Frances by a fiduciary institution."
She added, "I found out that our dog walker was making $100,000. One person put a BMW on my credit card. My daughter's trust fund has been stolen from to the point where she may have, like, nothing. I can't let this happen to Frances."
Blender said "multiple parties close to Love agree that a large sum of money is unaccounted for," while a former business associate who had access to her accounts in the past six months told Blender she is at least "... $4 million in debt."
Love faces two separate trials in Los Angeles, one for misdemeanor disorderly conduct and being under the influence of a controlled substance, and the other for two felony counts of unlawful drug possession. She also temporarily lost custody of Frances, her only child with Cobain, who shot himself in the head 10 years ago.
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 7:39 PM. *BoNG!*
next sat..
we're gotta POP liao..
sigh..
looks like..
we're the old bird..
gotta let the new bird take over..
very sad..
very very sad...
thought oc sae let us take over till july plus...??
i hate this new f-ing oc..
he sux..!
juz like wad en meng liddat..
he oso like his old oc..
new oc now aim fer UOPA award..
UOPA is the root of all evil...
it is money that new OCs care now??
i think sho...
i dunno who gotta take over moi post..
hope there's nobody in np sec 3s like kee hong...
hwee kiat...
pls.. dun..
i dun wish henderson np fall...
maybe.. it's sooner or later....
nvm..
the sooner i get off henderson np..
i'll be free!!
all i care now is NDP!!!
woOOoooOoo..
i'll miss the sec1s manx...
it's 2 days since school start this week..
i din talk to her..
the most..
i saw her..
laughing..
smiling..
talking..
to who..?
hmmm..
not mi can liao..
is this wad i want..?
NOPE!
it is u're too busy?
or wad??
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 7:29 PM. *BoNG!*
guess wad..?
i saw mr Vaithes!!!!
moi pri 5 form teacher..
oh god..
went to cold storage...
he wave to mi first..
den like shocked..
had alittle chat with..
ask mi who i still got contact with...
josh wenjun siew loon.. siew ting...
told mi alot of things..
i'll remember wad u sae mr vaithes..!
and i'll study hard..
trust mi...
=D
josh..
before june holiday..
we go zps can??
pls??
really miss the good old days in zps..
but now zps is like gangster school..
sigh..
2 school combine..
weirdos..
went out with en meng, the 2 raymonds (ci and hi)
meet at lavender mrt...
the same.. saw zhi yong..
but din call him..
he saw mi oso..
went to beach road..
bought nothing..
starting wanna buy collar pins de..
but..
no money..
ohoh..
i remember..!!
i bought nirvana badge....
after tat..
went to bugis..
wanna watch movie..
but dun have the eye 2..
den went to city hall there..
the same..
dun have the eye 2..
went to seoul garden eat eat!!
en meng wanna treat mi..
but i help pay 10 bucks oso..
eat eat eat!!
can't really eat much juz now..
dunno why..
den 9.50 rush home liao...
tomolo still got test i think..
sigh..!!!
i miss her..!! lolz..
now i noe.. en meng like one girl from cgs..
=D
hint hint..
name is..
i dunno..! lolz..
too bad..
but ndp onli got 2 people from cgs..
easy easy..!
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 11:19 PM. *BoNG!*
u got wadever u wan..
fuck off....
dun ever piss mi off dude..
i'll nv befriend with u..
TRUST MI!
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:16 PM. *BoNG!*
yawn~!~
slept at english lesson..
cpa lesson...
maths lesson..
wad a piggy i am..
lolz..
really like e song..
roses..
by outkast!!
nicer den hey ya!
saw e mtv oso..
kinda nice..
although e fighting is abit the fake...
people..
do download tat song...
den send mi if u dun mind..
=D
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:03 PM. *BoNG!*
still dunno wad to buy fer nurul..!!!
which cd??? argh~!~!
asked her wad cd to buy..
she tell mi any of e 3...
wonder if she's hinting mi to buy all 3 cd not?
hmMmmMmmm....
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 4:41 PM. *BoNG!*
fer a haircut..
like finally?
i really dunno who u think i am...
when u're alone..
u come to mi..
but when ur friends came..
u juz dump mi alone...
am really very sad now..
how i wish im in the month of feb now..
the good old days...
juz can't forget tat time...
we're like sho close..
but now..?
sigh...
thougt i can dun sms u today..
but.. i juz cant..
why...?
why this is happening to mi...?
this is sho UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 3:55 PM. *BoNG!*
NPCC all the way..
lolz.
wake up at 6.30..
normally i wake up tat time i will rush here and there..
but today...
slowly go bathe change into quarter-u...
dun wanna have e mood to come fer school's npcc..
reach school liao..
throw away moi total defence project..
dun like it when people saying it's ugly..
although i noe..
it's a last min work
less den one day's work afterall...
change into moi full u..
sho bored...
i dun noe why people in full u can play joke around manx..
i thought last time ci nco always sae respect ur uniform de?
sigh..
henderson np..
nvm...
now i noe kee hong this dude got a big wallet..
treat errr.. 3 girls drinks?
green tea..
sho good..
den tat bugger din treat mi..
i begin to wonder...
is he onli wanna treat girls onli?
hmmmm...
lurve sec 1s lot lot manx..
their drills..
not really good..
but at least there are better den sec 2s and 3s...
sec 1s noe how to shout sizing command..
den e sec 2s and 3s..
dunno sir..!
sigh..!
help up at e sec 2s..
can die manx..
but their oso kinda fun to be with la..
juz dun keep scold scold.. =D
NDP 2004..
i was late..
went to long john silver..
den guess wad..
I LOST MOI DAMN BOOTS!!!!!!!!!!
less den 2 month ago..
i lost moi wallet..
now boots..
fook!
new boots somemore..
love it manx..
now.. it's lost...
gone ferever..!!!
have to wear old boots..
sho sucky...
late fer ndp nvm la..
en meng din scold mi..
saw vanessa..
last year ndp de..
she came becoz en meng wan her to teach e 2 cadet parade commander...
afterall vanessa SI rank leh....
*jealous*
e ndp training damn boring lor..
march here and there..
do e 14 - 1 - 2 command..
yawn~!~!
tats wad i did tat time..
very tired..
break... den went to HI raymond and ci en meng talk talk.
den vanessa oso join in..
dunno who ask mi wanna go eat steamboat not..
den i keep asking got people treat mi not..
lolz.. in the end raymond treat mi..
heehee..
eunice came today...
waited fer us..
den she saw zhi wei..
suddenly she's like very sad..
keep waving to her..
no reply..
tat time i was talking to zhi wei oso..
of coz zhi wei got a shock oso..
i wonder why zhi wei dun wanna give chance??
after parade went to red hill mrt station give baton to OC...
den rush to marina bay mrt cs...
en meng raymond ci.. FI dunno who and her gf waiting..
den started talk cock sesson...
lolz.. den the rich guy..
HI raymond came...
went to eat eat eat!!!
steamboat..
yummy!!!
talk alot of things..
BGR... CIs.. PCis.. FIs... mr chan fook sum(AC of area 15) oso incharge of ndp..
found out e FI's gf from henderson sec??
now no longer le la..
eat eat till 9.30..
den went home..
took cab with vanessa..
alight at mi house so call near by bus stop..
den took 143 home...
tired now..
yawn~!~!~!
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 11:19 PM. *BoNG!*
u're one of the lucky guys out there manx..
but..
grow up abit la..
maybe u grow up abit girls will go gaga over u manx...
trust mi...
maybe even she will oso go gaga over u..
afterall u're cute..
cute cute cute..
looks like henderson np got lotsa cute little guys..
but nah, im not one of them..
maybe it's a good thing..?
hmmmmm...
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 11:53 PM. *BoNG!*
with Josh The
meet him at city hall mrt cs...
josh wear e arsenal jersey he brought dunno where ago..
den the same..
wear the same sandal..
ate moi lunch at long john silver??
oh great..
nowadays keep eating at long john silver manx..
afterall it's cheap.. heehee..
den went to peninsular to buy e man u jersey...
80 bucks..
i guess it's cheaper den everywhere in singapore?
i wonder next time he wear his arsenal jersey and i wear moi man u jersey how?
afterall man u hate arsenal..
den saw one shop sell e nirvana t-shirt..?
damn cool manx..
i wanna buy e black colour de..
josh.. e white shirt nicer la.. u buy tat one k?
heehee...
den inside oso got sell e nirvana badge de...
but left one..
sho let josh have it..
i brought e blink182 and red hot chili peppers de..
hmmm.. sho happy now??
but...
now gotta save money first..
next sunday..
mi school band and choir concert..!!
=D
wonder wad i gotta buy next??
lotsa clothes!!!
muahahahaa...
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 3:42 PM. *BoNG!*
so, dun expect mi to say clever words..
thats mi...
thats sho me...
thursday sux..
really...
rot at cermics room fer 2 hours..
looking outside
here and there..
saw people from 4e1..
laughing talking...
enjoy onli..
walk to interchange..
can really see that moi face is pure black..
friends saw it oso scare..
den walk off..
it's normal...
din eat anything..
sho hungry..
thought can go out de..
den.. nvm..
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 2:04 PM. *BoNG!*
after all..
i din really go out with them once..?
tml 1010 can go home liao..
yet..
sudden change..
im not allow going with them..
wanna ask them again...
can i go?
but..
fer the sake of moi 'face'
i din ask...
lets hope i'll not regret fer not asking tomolo..
oh..! anyone wanna go out tomolo??
pls ask mi out if u need extra people..!!
im all urs...! LoLx...
is it really truth??
i hope sho...
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:12 PM. *BoNG!*
kurt cobain died from apparently self-inflicted gunshot to the head
kurt cobain. vocalist/guitarist of the band nirvana. their music whom some alleged to have shaped the modern music scene, before kurt disappeared under dubious circumstances.
ten years on frm the day u died, courtney remains a utter whore. i was just born when u released your first record. when u guys released nevermind, i was barely 3. however, for die-hards like us, be it 10 years, 20, 30, 40 years...
kurt, you remain alive within.
a copy from josh's diary....
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 6:40 PM. *BoNG!*
today is..
10th year death anniversary of Kurt Cobain, Nirvana
till now..
i still dunno why he wanna commit suicide...
sigh...
changed song to nirvana - lithium
here's Kurt Cobain's complete suicide note...
To Boddah
Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee. This note should be pretty easy to understand. All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years, since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven't felt the excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guilty beyond words about these things. For example when we're backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowd begins, it doesn't affect me the way in which it did for Freddy Mercury, who seemed to love, relish in the love and adoration from the crowd, which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I can't fool you, any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do, God, believe me I do, but it's not enough). I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. I must be one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they're gone. I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasm I once had as a child. On our last 3 tours, I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man! Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know! I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what I used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I've become. I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along and have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess.
Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody, baby! I don't have the passion anymore, and so remember, it's better to burn out than to fade away. Peace, Love, Empathy. Kurt Cobain
Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your altar.
Please keep going Courtney
for Frances
for her life which will be so much happier
without me. I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU
Note on the note: In the book 'Cobain' they mention that Boddah was one of Kurt's imaginary friends as a child.
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 12:00 AM. *BoNG!*
blah blah..
went to school take baton..
reach school 7.05am liao..
thought gotta reach pa late..
but in the end
reach there early 15 mins??
called en meng..
ask him where to fall in..
lolz..
e training fer ndp at pa..
sho easy manx..
den oso keep laughing..
coz en meng taking mi..
keep joking joking..
keep talking cock..
even the FI oso talk cock one..
wonder how old is he..
din really like e guys from this year ndp 2004..
sho freaking-o-dao manx...
think he sgt big shot ar..
wonder he sec 3 or 4..
monkey....
anyone got staff sgt lent mi?
oops..?
training end at 12.30..
went to school...
in the bus..
sho tired ar..
but din sleep..
was looking at something..
lalala..
oso beri the hungry tat time..
reach school at 1pm..
dunno wad happen today leh..
think some big day or wad la..
saw kee hong the piggy...
sit in e np room..
din talk..
lolz..
wonder wad happen to him manx..
i dun care fer him hor..
dun misunderstand...
den keep asking people wanna go out eat not..
nobody reply mi..
den go with chirley to eat eat..!!
went to tbp..
saw lifang nani they all..
too bad hwee kiat din come..
went to burger king..
eat eat eat!!!
oink oink!!
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:35 PM. *BoNG!*
damn hot manx..
at school..
at home..
argh~!~!
wonder how to fight off the heat manx..
keep bathing...
had PE today..
2.4km..!!!
den drank lotsa of water..
den when at e starting point..
oh god..
got e feeling wanna go toilet..!!
lolz..
but den too late to go le..
no choice lor..
sigh..
run run run..
keep thinking...
let love be your energy!!
lolz..
lalaala..
oso keep thinking about running to the toilet..
heehee...
run the whole 2.4 thingy in 11mins 32s..
cool!! =P
wonder clarence's timing..?
11min ++
gotta ask him sooner or later...
woof woof..! oops?
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 8:07 PM. *BoNG!*
when u talking to someone..
he/she sae boring ar..
sigh..
forget it..
juz crapping..
dun bother to read.. blah blah...
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 7:30 PM. *BoNG!*
quite handsome
responsible
helpful
hmmmm.. tats not mine..
in fact..
tats kee hong's a little about me..
cool huh? handsome..
yucks..
makes mi feel sicky..
u all can find it at his msn profile..
lalala...
kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 5:20 PM. *BoNG!*
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