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from all american rejects's paper heart to backstreet boys' as long as you love me watch e mtv of e song.. and guess what.. i thought this song is sang by boyzone... sometimes people like me have to listen to old songs.. like this.. bet someone out there will try to piss me off.. by saying frontroad girls.. blah blah.. josh rite? nvm... bored bored!!! hmmm.. enjoy the song..! Backstreet Boys As long as you love me Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine I'm leavin' my life in your hands People say I'm crazy and that I am blind Risking it all in a glance And how you got me blind is still a mystery I can't get you out of my head Don't care what is written in your history As long as you're here with me I don't care who you are Where you're from What you did As long as you love me Who you are Where you're from Don't care what you did As long as you love me Every little thing that you have said and done Feels like it's deep within me Doesn't really matter if you're on the run It seems like we're meant to be I don't care who you are (who you are) Where you're from (where you're from) What you did As long as you love me (I don't know) Who you are (who you are) Where you're from (where you're from) Don't care what you did As long as you love me (yeah) I've tried to hide it so that no one knows But I guess it shows When you look into my eyes What you did and where you're comin from I don't care, as long as you love me, baby I don't care who you are (who you are) Where you're from (where you're from) What you did As long as you love me (as long as you love me) Who you are (who you are) Where you're from (where you're from) Don't care what you did (yeah) As long as you love me (as long as you love me) Who you are (who you are) Where you're from What you did As long as you love me Who you are (who you are) Where you're from (where you're from) As long as you love me Who you are As long as you love me What you did (I don't care) As long as you love me kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 11:03 PM. *BoNG!* tomolo will be me class chalet..!! fun fun fun!!! but.. i dun even know how to go e chalet leh.. nvm.. think will be the same.. meeting at 3pm... tiong mac.. let's hope im not wrong.. anyway, oso gotta hope thursday is Police Day Parade... coz, im going!! and im having chalet also.. but dun care.. still going to watch.. but scare i heard the wrong info leh.. nvm... shall try moi luck.. any people out there going anot..? as in to watch PDP... if going.. sms me or call me.. we can meet den go after all.. :D kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 4:10 PM. *BoNG!* did i create trouble for u in e ndp anot.. u juz tell me did i... and also.. dun think i dunno u keep talking bad things about me behind me.. because some of them keep asking me.. what for u keep doing tat.. is it very fun? please.. i really dun wan u here.. i really dun wan u here to read what i gotta blog about.. i really want u to go away.. go away from me.. go away from this blog.. go away from this idiot's blog.. and dun worry.. i'll not go ur blog anymore.. just in case u gotta scold me... enjoy scolding!! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 7:30 PM. *BoNG!* things really very the diff from last year ndp.. and e npcc oso screwed up alot of stuff.. like e people from reserve also can get into main.. and yesterday.. alot of e guys from e main went to became reserve for nothing.. and sitting at e stadium watching us.. bochun kinda pissed off.. but with a joker like me.. muahahah.. saw e 2 trainers of NPCC last year de.. they taking this year's health care workers... marching also lar.. talk awhile.. really miss e good-o-times of last year ndp lor.. also miss e damn joker trainer patrick.. also known as master SGT.. this year GOH marching in damn kuku lor.. navy and guards marching in at gate 2 and police force and army marching in at gate 1.. guess what.. e colour party aka flag party marching in at e center of e stadium lor.. but it's not really very ugly/weird.. it's e GOH which is weird.. marchin in at diff place.. really dunno how e GOH commander gotta shout command lor.. as in.. e commander will stand at gate 2 shouting command will he know wad's happening at gate 1?? hmmmmm.... nvm... after ndp training.. went out with en meng aka adrian... den meet a bunch of npcc people.. H.I raymond, CI raymond, Eunice and 2 more CI soon to be... anyway, e 2 CI soon to be going for CI course tomolo.. monday... means, their're gotta be J04 lor.. sian.. i wanna be CI!! argh~! watch the day after tomolo... really very nice show.. dun really think it will happen to me in this lifetime.. but before that also went to seoul garden eat eat eat!!! talk alot of stuff at there lor.. CIs, NPCC HQ, NDP.. blah blah... den just found out that H.I raymond is from D96... means he's a CI since 1996.. if u people wanna find H.I raymond or H.I jimmy aka xiao ping.. can go e shooting range there.. that place is their so called home.. after e movie.. eunice went home.. me adrian and 2 CI soon to be went to H.I raymond's shop to stay e nite.. at geylang.. man, at nite there.. wah.. nothing to sae manx.. played monopoly at e shop at first.. used up at least 2 hours lor.. den went out to eat supper first.. den play e...err.. how to sae e same of e game ar.. dunno lar.. but i oso dunno how to play e game.. den sleep.. damn cold in e shop..!! use me uniform as jacket.. stayed at there till 9am.. nono.. should say.. i sleep till 9am.. hehe.. den go pack up.. go home..! geylang this place is really kinda scary sometimes.. if u noe wad i mean lar.. forgot to say... im wearing moi half-u that time went going for supper.. den alot people thought police or wad.. en meng also wearing half-u.. now really can prove that.. wearing half-u go out can fool people that u're police... :D juz dun get into the way of e gangster.. confirm kana beaten to death! =X who knows? to all the people who talk bad things behind my back... dun always thinks that i dunno who u are.. by doing IT behind me.. are u a bunch of losers or wad? oh.. isn't that back-stabber? cool! i think i saw ONE right now... i din even walk into YOUR WAY... and what the hell u want from me..? if you want a fight.. feel free to tell me.. dun think u got alot friends in ndp i scare u or wad.. please.. this is very obvious who im saying.. i admit that im blind at feb that time.. if u wanna tell all ur friends about that.. feel free to.. i wont mind.. after all.. i learn something from tat.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 11:29 AM. *BoNG!* wad makes u think about henderson np sho good..? their drills? wow.. i have nothing to say.. why i join henderson NPCC... becoz i dunno it will be sho sucky after i joined.. i hate henderson npcc sho wad.. ur fucking problem ar.. it's me okay... and.. ur squad.. do they respect us e ncos not.. do they still greet us? if yesh they do.. thats before u ask them to rite..? and also.. i dun wanna sae ndp... u can always DUN READ MOI BLOG.. IF U WAN TO.. DUN FUCKING HELL ACT SMART SAY ABOUT ME.. THATS ME.. THE WAY I THINK ABOUT HENDERSON NPCC... if u feel sad or unhappy after reading this.. thats ur prob.. dun scold me.. U HAVE NO RIGHT TO... coz u choose to read this as i said.. u can always dun read it.. i write wad i feel and wad i like... im not here to make ur day happy or wad.. please.. and... if u think e person im saying is YOU.. thats because wad i said is related to u.. den too bad lar.. hmmm... shall relax more.. hehe.. bored.. wonder wad will i do now.. dun wanna go out read people's blog.. dun wanna make moiself angry for nothing.. suddenly fell like kana scolded for nothing lor.. anyway.. i dun even scold her or wad outside in school or at PA.. for wad she say me untill liddat.. henderson np onli ME the onli guy who got blog.. and it's ME who hate henderson np.. i got moi own reason to say it's me u're saying.. imnotstupid.... kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:39 PM. *BoNG!* fail one sub..!! first time.. lolz.. used to fail more den 1 sub.. hehehhee... NDP 04' had some training instead of checking uniform... really beri blur at e turning drills.. after all.. i have been taking squad more den doing drills nowadays.. thats moi reason! hehehe... saw e guys IC uniform.. sgt.. and the badge.. is e same as mine.. 12 badge.. but he sec 3 onli lor.. ask his friends.. and e friends from his area.. found out he din even go for sec 3 atc and PK course.. and he got e 2 badge..! wad's this? he bought it lor.. i wanna buy SGT rank!! i dun care..! no lar.. joking.. =X after e training.. went to long john silver.. with bochun and one dunno wad name guy.. talk cock alot.. hehehe.. and also saw e qtss guy.. sighh... really hate him till e core lor... e timing he gave for marching is like for running instead of marching... so fast.. ate e combo one.. made me shoOooOo full rite now.. and today is family day!!! mommy cooked alot today.. no choice.. it's nice food anyway.. hehehe.. gotta go pig out liao.. YuMmY! FOOD HERE I COME...! ohh.. wait.. there's e ncopc briefing at cgs tomolo.. i will be going with e sec 3s.. dun care.. at least i can hope to see someone u see.. muaahahaha... who got extra peg? =X OoPS! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 8:42 PM. *BoNG!* 4 out of 16 fail e PK test?? first time heard got people fail lor.. hopeless bunch of sec 3s... kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 5:42 PM. *BoNG!* suddenly damn pissed with e sec 3s.. npcc lar.. got moi own reason... normally people became nco hor.. lcp, cpl or sgt rank liao.. u see my school... CADET rank... lance coporal rank.. (cadet rank equal no rank.. private wad the F*** lor...! and that also link to next time... how e sec 1s and 2s cadet respect e new ncos..? people have been telling me.. mi school np really gotta fall.. it's sooner or later.. maybe not fall or wad.. but the whole god damn unit.. see e rank structure... i dun think there's anyone can get the rank staff sgt... we're not up to e area standard... and also.. i dun see them fit to be nco right now.. one look at e npcc uniform their're wearing.. can really see alot of mistake already.. why? and their drills..!!!!! they have been slacking in their training.. moving here and there.. dun grip e monkey hands.. yet now.. they take their own squad.. they expect e cadet to grip their hands.. dun move here and their.. NDP2004... this coming friday.. full uniform inspection at PA... and guess wad.. i haven even polish moi badge.. it's not because i dun want to.. it's because i lent my autosol to other people.. and they haven return me.. guess i gotta wear moi full u without e badges liao.. hmmmmm, looks kinda like CI uniform!! saturday will still going for e parade.. although im not an NCO liao... but will be there... taking a look... walk here and there... till it's time for me to go ndp.. most prob will be rotting at np room on e day.... sighh.... moving on is the easiest when I'm around you... kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 7:14 PM. *BoNG!* My paper heart.. by all american rejects!! man, im crazy over them.. e song just v nice... just perfect for me rite now.. and my paper heart will bleed kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 5:43 PM. *BoNG!* im bored rite now.. here's e quiz thingy.. rot in da' house.. sho no choice.. hehe... 1.name? :_kaijie 2.how many bottles of beer can u drink? :_how would i noe? maybe cans.. not bottles.. not that mad afterall.. 3.u smoke? :_noono!! hate e smell.. yucks! PUI! 4.how many sticks on the average? :_5 sticks..!! are u saying crab meat stick or?? 5.have u ever been really drunk? :_me?? drunk.. ya..! one can.. and im down!! 6.have u ever been in love? :_im always in lurve!!! cats..! meow!!! 7.what do u do when ur in love? :_love each other like mad..!! 8.have u ever cheated on ur gf/bf? :_dun even have any gf before.. sho can i cheat them? 9.ur last relationship? :_past life? 10.do u have a bf/gf right now? :_am all alone rite now.. who wan me? can adopt me at SPCA.. *62875355* 11.do u eat isaw? :_wad's that? izzit a food? i wont mind trying.. =X 12.have you tried sarsi mixed with raw egg? :_sound gross to me.. sho thats a NONO!! 13.what would u do if ur bf/gf is having an affair? :_hahhaa.. if thats happen to me? i'll go have an affair too!! =X err kidding..! 14.does virginity matter? :_never think of this question before.. :p 15.What do you think of kissing in public? :_kiss? i wont mind lar.. juz act blur abit will do.. :D 16.last time u read a book? :_last week..!! friday i think.. was forced to do IT.. =X 17.beauty or brains? :_err.. both!!! but if i really have to choose.. brain.. yummy.. =X 18.hu's the most competent among our :_HUH? 19.our vice presidentiables? :_wad kind of question is this? 20.juice or softdrinks? :_have to see lar.. if u gimme one durian juice u think i would drink? 21.when it comes to relationship, what's so annoying or odd with the opposite sex?? :_i dunno!! dun ask me.. 22.what's nice? :_wad's nice? u mean e girls? hmmm.. dunno oso.. :p 23.tv or radio? :_ahahahaha. radio!! no radio equal no life!! 24.have u ever been on a fight when u were in high school? :_me? 2 years ago.. yawns... was force to do IT... 25.are u impatient? :_yayaya!!! damn impatient.. 26.when u lose something, do u turn a room upside down to get it? :_depends.. if i lose ten cent, would u think i would turn e room upside down? 27.when it comes to mingling and dating are u choosy? :_first impression!!! 28.have you tried eating dog meat? :_hmmm.. if it's nice lar.. hehehe.. JOKING!!! dun wanna e dog lovers see this den go eat cat meat!! argh~! =X 29.at least 5 of the nicest people that u know? :_alot nicest people u see.. gotta leave blanks.. :p :_jack :_harry :_dick :_larry (all e names are any-o-how write) 30.people hu always give u a sound advice? :_dunno!! nobody gimme a good-o-advice..!! 31.do u have a journal? :_of coz.. was forced to write one in school.. all thanks to e english teacher.. 32.have u had a piggy bank when u were a kid? :_i have..!! ultraman..!! hehehe.. still have it.. so heavy lor.. argh~! 33.when was the last time u broke a glass? :_glass..? dunno!! 34.can u do other things while eating? :_of coz i can..! who can't u tell me..? lame! 35.when u started working, what did you do? :_me? dunno.. when it's time.. i'll tell u.. :D 36.a perfect date (place)? :_ahahaha.. i dunno.. maybe a walk to sea at west coast park.. =X 37.a genie would grant u three wishes, anything that u want, what would be ur third wish be? :_ahahaha.. third wish? i will wish for other 100 wishes.. muahahha... 38.salt or fishsauce? :_dunno!! salt? nah.. wad's fishsauce? is it nice? 39.last person that made u laugh? :_josh the idiot.. on da fone.. 40.are you a coffee addict? :_nope.. i love coffee but not really addicted to it.. 41.icecream or chocolates? :_can i have both? man, im craving for it..! argh~! 42.do you spend alot of money on food? :_OH YA!! i got moi pocket burn because of food..! =X 43.Kiss on the 1st date? :_heehee.. i wont mind.. *drool* 44.how often do u go online? :_everyday!! as long im at home.. im be online..!! muahaha.. busy is always fake.. juz in case some idiots msg me.. i can juz fake im busy or wad.. :p (but sometime it's really busy lar.. like bathing etc.) 45.musical instruments dat u can play? :_drum!! wee-o-wee i join band when im in pri school!!! man, moi hands are itchy!! 46.when ur out wit ur friends, hu chooses da restaurant? :_most prob is me.. everybody will juz say.. anything.. okie lor.. 47.on a date, hu should choose da restaurant? :_errr... date ar... both oso muz agree on e restaurant..!! if she dun agree.. i force her to.. =X hehehe.. 48. "pink table" or "black table"? :_most prob i choose black table..! looks cool to me.. 49.christina or britney? :_lemme think..whos more chio? =X britney..? toxic!! 50. adam sandler or jim carrey? :_kaijie... oops.. i mean jim carrey.. =X kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 8:34 PM. *BoNG!* to robbie williams - Supreme din go to school.. and guess wad.. woke up at 6.40++ den after that.. can't sleep back... weird huh? but.. i guess tomolo.. i wont be going school again.. for one or two reasons.. not gotta say out.. after all i got mc for 2 days huh? :p Robbie Williams Title : Supreme Oh it seemed forever stopped today All the lonely hearts in London Caught a plane and flew away And all the best women are married All the handsome men are gay You feel deprived Yeah are you questioning your size? Is there a tumour in your humour, Are there bags under your eyes? Do you leave dents where you sit, Are you getting on a bit? Will you survive You must survive When there's no love in town This new century keeps bringing you down All the places you have been Trying to find a love supreme A love supreme Oh what are you really looking for? Another partner in your life to abuse and to adore? Is it lovey dovey stuff, Do you need a bit of rough? Get on your knees Yeah turn down the love songs that you hear Cause you can't avoid the sentiment That echoes in your ear Saying love will stop the pain Saying love will kill the fear Do you believe You must believe When there's no love in town This new century keeps bringing you down All the places you have been Trying to find a love supreme A love supreme I spy with my little eye Something beginning with Got my back up And now she's screaming So I've got to turn the track up Sit back and watch the royalties stack up I know this girl she likes to switch teams And I'm a fiend but I'm living for a love supreme When there's no love in town This new century keeps bringing you down All the places you have been Trying to find a love supreme A love supreme Come and live a love supreme Don't let it get you down Everybody lives for love kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:03 AM. *BoNG!* finally im sick till i can't go school am on MC for 2 days.. went to see e doc.. 26 bucks gone.. juz onli gimme some pills to eat... sighh.... throat dunno wad happen.. sho damn painful.. ouch! yawns.. im tired rite now.. and whole body is sho damn weak... after eating e pills.. ZzZzZzZzz.... kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 12:14 PM. *BoNG!* like finally that i have already pass out?? today.. last parade... mr kumar said... moi feeling for today is like.. mix.. dunno is sad... or angry... i'll confirm miss e sec 1s.. there're so nice lor.. it's not like the normal sec 1s in other unit.. they so cute.. really.. playful.. but abit the too playful.. took them with wenjun today... but he have to leave at 10.20 for some tuition... after he left... it's e new nco.. i dun like them.. the way they handle e sec1s.. keep asking them... do this and that.. and scold too much already.. keep asking e sec1s grip e hands.. while they (new ncos) oso din do that.. i really hate some of e sec3s they think they're now incharge.. means they can dun show respect to me.. as in the old ncos.. and u noe wad..? there's one guy.. call me bloody idiot.. i was like 'wad the fuck u wan?' sho damn angry.. but wad can i do? i dun have any power anymore.. sighh... i guess the sec3s now are kinda happy... becoz they're now nco.. while me.. no longer inside henderson np... took e sec 1s for the dismissal parade... kinda happy... as in.. i leave a kinda good impression to e sec 1s.. keep joking with them today.. muz have fun mah.. even im wearing full u.. anyway.. i think i gotta get kick out of npcc room next time i went in.. thats wad e ex-head of henderson npcc did to zhi yong last year.. jian rong came today.. no longer CI.. den dun need to call sir anymore.. talk alot of stuff... henderson npcc to HQ.. HQ to oc... now oso know he dun really like mr kumar oso.. =X oso can confirm that mr kumar is really a OC in gess unit..!! but he is e useless one.. din even do anything to e unit.. thats why he came to henderson.. jian rong told me.. randy told him anyway... also, he din came henderson np as OC.. it's mrs yeo push him to be.. if not i guess now mrs soong is still the OC.. mrs soong din demoted!!!! she's e same rank as mr kumar..!!! ahahahhaa... can confirm that..!!!! no wonder mrs soong never wear np uniform liao.. guess is that she dun wanna throw mr kumar face.. ahahahaha.... after e dismissal parade.. everybody go in e AVT room.. e sec4s can go off already... den me clarence hwee kiat ee phor.. still got some guys.. change np uniform to 1/4 U.. jian rong saw.. den he open e door.. turn on e lights.. and guess wad.. everybody was like.. uh oh..!! die already.. e expression on e face is like damn funny lor.. open e mouth sho big.. :O and.. im the onli guy.. changing happily.. hehehe.. all run to e toilet.. man, e toilet is like steam room.. sho hot... played soccer with jian rong and some of e cadets... in school lar.. fun fun... lucky moi np pants din.. ahem ahem.. hehehehe.. =X next sat... think this time i'll still at national stadium training.. sighh.. i'll miss all e friends i have in henderson NP!!!!!!!! area 14 oso lar.. =X hehehhe kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 6:57 PM. *BoNG!* tomolo will be the only sat that i will be free the whole day... after that... all sat will book for ndp training 2004.. dunno is that a good thing or bad.... wonder tomolo got wad programs... anyway, will try to be dare devil tomolo... gotta wear half u out... dun care... i hate wearing 1/4 U home.. with e white shoes... looks sho ugly.. lets hope tml.. no CIs will see me going out wearing half U... kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:54 PM. *BoNG!* Title: Imitation of life Charades, pop skill Water hyacinth, named by a poet Imitation of life. Like a koi in a frozen pond. Like a goldfish in a bowl. I don't want to hear you cry. Thats sugarcane that tasted good. Thats cinnamon, thats Hollywood. C'mon, c'mon no one can see you try. You want the greatest thing The greatest thing since bread came sliced. You've got it all, you've got it sized. Like a Friday fashion show teenager Freezing in the corner Trying to look like you don't try. Thats sugarcane that tasted good. Thats cinnamon, thats Hollywood. C'mon, c'mon no one can see you try. No one can see you cry. That sugar cane that tasted good. That freezing rain, that's what you could. C'mon, c'mon on no one can see you cry. This sugarcane This lemonade This hurricane, I'm not afraid. C'mon, c'mon no one can see you cry. This lightning storm This tidal wave This avalanche, I'm not afraid. C'mon, c'mon no one can see me cry. That sugar cane that tasted good. That's who you are, that's what you could. C'mon, c'mon on no one can see you cry. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 8:34 PM. *BoNG!* yawns.. sleep for almost all e lesson.. maths lesson.. damn weird... was sOOooOOo tired today... den tata...! went to me lalaland.. after dunno 30mins or wad... mrs oei wake me up.. ask me not to sleep.. but guess wad.. she asked me to play yoyo.. damn lame lor.. coz wei long was playing e yoyo.. -_-'' wake me up juz for that? argh~! wad's wrong with e teachers nowadays? cpa lesson was even more weird.. yesterday mr yip enjoy looking at me surfing e net.. today.. was enjoying behind me listen to songs.. and i was sleeping/listen songs... not very loud la... juz soft enough i can hear... what a world am i living... din go for e 'lost garden' meeting.. it's an exhibition by aesthetics club this year.. falls on june 1st - 3rd at where i dunno... instead of going for e meeting.. went to watch movie... Troy... really very nice.. but... dun really know if this movie got any related links with e legend... hector <-- really like this dude here.. at least he dare to face death... in the end he was killed by achilles.. wonder if it's really the truth in e past? anyway, right now.. im attacked by e virus name call trojan argh~!~! no choice but to delete e file.. it's the onli way to save it.. boOoOoOo...!!!! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 7:09 PM. *BoNG!* fun fun!! went to school.. some idiots starting to laugh at me.. because of me 'new' hairstyle.. =X hair super duper short lor.. just like getting into NS or wad.. but.. nvm! first 5 lesson was checking mid-year papers.. score kinda well.. tell u all one big secret.. dun tell anyone okay? i din even study for moi mid-year papers.. den heard from mrs oei i pass moi maths paper... english pass..! cpa dunno.. fail moi science.. almost pass.. but nah i failed..! fail moi CHINESE!! knew it long long ago.. =X cpa lesson beri the funny and kinda bored.. talking about e movie troy.. willie watched last sunday. talk about brad pitt.. den meng heng change e name to black pig/bread pig.. so stupid man, but was damn funny.. can't stop laughing.. was real bored after that.. went to SPF,RSAF and SAF webbie.. check some stuff... e com lab me using should not have any internet cable.. but this expert here which is me found one for me.. surf surf... mr yip saw it.. but instead of scolding me.. he join in the fun..! so funny man.. keep asking me dun always look at e screen.. fake fake looking at e white board which mdm lee was teaching.. anyway, how come got this kind of teacher in singapore de? =X after school, same old routine... went to 7-11.. bought newspaper... yawns.. went home.. wanna go out today. but nah.. no money!! lolz.. upcoming june hols.... ndp04' chalet/class chalet/ubin hiking any other more?? everything in this world needs MONEY!! argh~!~! changed blog song... Usher title : Burn hope u all will like it.. :D kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 3:09 PM. *BoNG!* can't sleep! dunno why.. went to SPF webbie.. check some stuff... guess next time i get into e force i will be holding cpl rank.. if i din get into e police force during ns la.. so cool man... can't wait to be 20 rite now.. nono.. should be can't wait to get into police force rite now. im so in love with police!! lolz.. silly me.. anyway.. being in e police force still got benefit... juz found out too.. here's some of the benefit... * Low interest loans for housing, renovation and computers * Use of local and overseas holiday chalets and bungalows * Marriage / Child birth gifts but heard need to retire after the age of 50... wonder what kind of job will i get after the age of 50 huh? hmmmm, that will be year 2050 huh? will there be flying police cars? heehee.... dream dream dream......!!! KUKU..!! juz saw e criteria to get into S.T.A.R team..!!! man, sho damn hard... here's some of e criteria to get into e team... * at least silver for IPPT * complete 3km run in 13.30mins!!! (moi 2.4 only 11.33mins) * 25 push up in one min (i can i can!! juz tried!! guys style btw..) hmmmm, starting to feel tired rite now.. after all the typing and push ups.. lolz.. who would be sho stupid doing push up at nite? meme..! =X monday no school for all hendersonians marking day... wee-o-wee!!! gotta stay at home rot!!! boOoOO..! just add song into me blog.. hoobastank title : the reason.. kinda nice.. but that damn josh keep saying sucky song.. argh..! currently blasting some hilary duff song... it's so beri the loud now.. and look at the time.. 1.32am!! lets hope there's no police officer come and visit me again last visit 2 years ago... thats when im sec 2.. heehee.. blasting e radio damn loud till someone complain... =X kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 1:46 AM. *BoNG!* so good.. wanna go there enjoy leh... all e girls.. (drools) wanna go e ncopc help.. but.. nah.. i can't coz too many cis!!!! argh~!~!~!~! lemme think... NCOPC year 2001 bukit merah sec year 2002 henderson sec year 2003 outram sec year 2004 crescent girls?? wonder which school will it be next year huh? stc?? who noes? sigh.. one damn year have gone.. maybe i should say.. almost one year... ncopc..!! i miss all e friends i made in ncopc!!!! argh~!~~!~! where are u all?? no more chance to see u all le... guess the onli guy i would miss is alvin huh? qtss!! man, i guess i can cry any moment if i keep thinking about e ncopc... oh ya... last year after ncopc is PK course hor? unfair!! lemme go turn back time!!! i love moi sec3 life!!!! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 12:06 AM. *BoNG!* im free!!! free free free..!! no more exam...!!! err.. at least for this month..!! monday no school!!! marking day!!! but gotta stay at home.. argh~~!~!~! no money.. no choice.. now den i know lim koon is scare of cats.. juz now wei long and lim koon came to mi house.. den tat fatty limkoon saw mi cat den quickly run to mi room.. LoL.. so funny... the way he run.. was thinking.. should i throw e cat to him? but din do that lar.. dunno wad will happen... =X Slipknot Title : Duality Push my fingers into my eyes... It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache... But it's made of all the things I have to take... Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside... If the pain goes on... Aaaaaaaah! I have screamed until my veins collapsed I've waited last, my time's elapsed Now, All I do is live with so much fate I've wished for this, I've bitched at that I've left behind this little fact: You cannot kill what you did not create I've gotta say what I've gotta say And then I swear I'll go away But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise I guess I'll save the best for last My future seems like on big past You'll live with me 'cause you left me no choice I push my fingers into my eyes It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it! Pull me back together Or separate the skin from the bone Leave me all the Pieces, and then you can leave me alone Tell me the reality is better than dream But I found out the hard way, Nothing is what it seems! I push my fingers into my eyes It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache But it's made of all the thing I have to take Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it! All I've got...all I've got is insane... All I've got...all I've got is insane... All I've got...all I've got is insane! All I've got...all I've got is insane! I push my fingers into my eyes It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache But it's made of all the thing I have to take Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it! P.S: not really a very loud song.. im blasting this song in moi house rite now.. aHhhHH...! mtv of this song is kinda no meaning.. not really related to this song.. coz corey din push his fingers into his eyes.. =X kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 4:17 PM. *BoNG!* min hui got use friendster huh? kinda happy/shocked to see that.. and the MOST SHOCKING thing is she's cousin of shuhui!!! 2 oso ex-wci.. the onli word fer the 2 ex-wci scary...! and.. after i know shuhui at ndp 03' i keep getting the 2 name mix together.. shuhui and minhui.. now i see the different... :D kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 6:10 PM. *BoNG!* misunderstand is the word... it's scary afterall.. people will keep saying blah blah blah.. totally hate this.... no wonder ndp cis (is CI not WCI) dun wanna get near e girls group.. now i know the reason.... kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 3:24 PM. *BoNG!* i have been thinking... how come mrs oei, moi maths teacher.. gave me e common test.. sho damn hard.. while this mid year maths paper sho easy? is it the teachers playing a fool or?? maths paper 2 today is soOOOoOooO easy! i still got the time to draw pics on e extra papers.. and also... today is sci paper 1.. =X 40 MCQ... sounds easy... but i guess 20+ question.. any-o-how do.. a b c d.... blah blah.. lets see.. tomolo... cpa practical and err.. wad paper?? die.. forget again... lemme think... argh~!~! i can't remember it..!!! science paper 4?? can't be wad.. onli have 3 papers... malay?? nah..! ah.. forget it.. can't remember it... after tomolo~!~! wooOo im free..!!!! im like a bird..!! gotta fly awayyyY~!~! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 3:07 PM. *BoNG!* 30mins all done(e paper is 1hr 30min) so left 1 hour.. sleep!! woke up.. saw mr kumar behind me.. din even bother.. coz im too tired!!! had a very sleepy day.. after that, science dunno paper one or two.. still okay.. first few question was easy.. behind.. uh oh..? den left one blank.. e qestion beri the long ar..! dunno how to do and not enough time.. the funny thing is that... willie wrote HUH?? and one piggy face on e question.. can't stop laughing... wonder will he get minus marks? kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:14 PM. *BoNG!* i dun respect mr kumar as OC already... this is wad i gotta say here.. so, if u dun care about it.. better dun jolly well, act clever type it in ur blog... are u trying to tell all ur friends.. i dun respect him as OC?? i wont mind.. im here to say I DUN LIKE MR KUMAR... I DUN RESPECT HIM AS OC... happy? and also.. moi ci dream is gone.. so if u wan, treat him like a god.. i bet he give u one given rank sgt..! tat can let u go fer CIBTC and thats ur dream too rite? coz he did it to your benny... and thats how he get ssgt, and gotta be SI. if u all think ever since he became as OC in mi school.. i already hate and dun respect him... your are WRONG... god damn wrong... i think i have given him alot alot respect more den anyone in npcc... i used to be like his dog... ask mi do things i should not do.. thats okay for me.. but after doing it.. he will gimme more job again... and worst of all... i hate paper works.... im not like people who's head/incharge/planning head.. juz like wad jun jiang said.. he doing shit job for npcc.. but that's nevermind.. CI huh? wad about me..? im not saying i want tat 2 bucks fer helping him... but he dun even respect me... he's bias... treat express people sho god damn good.. all the fucking good post given to them... ah, nvm.... im from normal tech afterall... people will normally think im stupid... and that will lead to people using ME.. MEMEME... why must mr kumar come from gess... and also bluff us that he's e oc of gess last time... u think i'll believe? forgot to say, i got friends in npcc there... i really really dun wanna blog about npcc here already.. but why muz u talk about ME in ur blog... and about ME in NPCC.... it's making sho fucking sad... and also.. dun ever think u having good terms with oc/benny means the world is urs... PLEASE dun make me hate u even more... we're going fer the same ndp04.. but dun worry.. people ask about u.. i will juz say I DUNNO U... the form to collect uniform is called G7 form not letter or wad.. oh.. almost forget to say... dun link me in ur blog chirley.. i hope u will take away it asap... NOTE: this entry is for juz one person... who i dun really noe.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:03 PM. *BoNG!* went to the com lab.. guess wad.. dunno which idiot told mi is cpa.. but the fact is national education... crap..~! it's like sho easy.. and err..FUN! but it's 30mins of fun.. if correct den got err.. money.. can build buildings.. like sims city.. 2nd person to complete... lucky today got chinese oral.. if not i guess i gotta go home at 8.30am!! which is shoOooOOO early.. chinese oral... the same. im the last person... and guess wad.. i fell into lalaland while sitting on e chair.. sleep fer at last... 1 hour!! den woke up.. kinda shock.. coz left mi one person sitting down there.. chinese oral 50 marks..!!!! think i gotta fail... keep jump jump jump.... gotta fail other year of chinese again liao... bought mi shoe bag liao... 19 bucks!!! great.. im broke again...! lolz.. wonder how much i gotta bring to chalet in june.. and tat ubin thingy... josh.. u gotta pay fer all e food.. i dun care!!!!! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 3:47 PM. *BoNG!* im sho scare!!!! help!!! dun even noe how to read basic chinese words..!!! die die die!!!!! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:47 PM. *BoNG!* Title : November Rain When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained But darlin' when I hold you Don't you know I feel the same 'Cause nothin' lasts forever And we both know hearts can change And it's hard to hold a candle In the cold November rain We've been through this such a long long time Just tryin' to kill the pain But lovers always come and lovers always go An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today Walking away If we could take the time to lay it on the line I could rest my head Just knowin' that you were mine All mine So if you want to love me then darlin' don't refrain Or I'll just end up walkin' In the cold November rain Do you need some time...on your own Do you need some time...all alone Everybody needs some time... on their own Don't you know you need some time...all alone I know it's hard to keep an open heart When even friends seem out to harm you But if you could heal a broken heart Wouldn't time be out to charm you Sometimes I need some time...on my own Sometimes I need some time...all alone Everybody needs some time... on their own Don't you know you need some time...all alone And when your fears subside And shadows still remain I know that you can love me When there's no one left to blame So never mind the darkness We still can find a way 'Cause nothin' lasts forever Even cold November rain Don't ya think that you need somebody Don't ya think that you need someone Everybody needs somebody You're not the only one You're not the only one P.S: heard it on tv.. juz felt in love with it.. :D kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 8:26 PM. *BoNG!* it's set by.. err... one teacher who teach lower sec de.. heehee.. it's easy but dunno can pass anot.. 60 marks ar..~~! argh~~!~! after e maths exam.. english oral.. sho shy manx... dun wanna sae why!! argh~! gotta fail tat oral..!! sighh~!~! went to tbp afterwards... saw a bunch of girls... went to sae hi to them... sighh... they look at mi as if im a monster or wad.. so no face manx.. lucky din stay fer long there.. face went red after that.. dunno why... bought some can food fer e stupid-o-cat all thanks to someone who lazy to go and buy.. daddy hor? =X josh: hey, wad's the good idea of urs to ubin?? quick call mi after u read this ASAP!!! coz i wanna noe.. dun gimme stupid idea like swimming at e beach.. no way..! sho dirty!! staying overnite, err.. i anything la.. but we 2? hmmmmm... kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 4:11 PM. *BoNG!* 3rd week... errr.. people.. dun mind join as if u wan la.. the more the merrier.. :D planning to go there fer the whole afternoon.. evening maybe... anyway, we're cooking at one of e beach there.. so, dun worry about the food... will have a small little BBQ at one of e beach. yummy!! people who wanna go. sms mi or at msn find mi la.. i'll be incharge of e people whos going.. josh will be da' cook! lolz.. The Rasmus Title : In the shadows No sleep No sleep until I am done with finding the answer Won't stop Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer Sometimes I feel I going down and so disconnected Somehow I know that I am haunted to be wanted I've been watching I've been waiting In the shadows all my time I've been searching I've been living For tomorrows all my life In the shadows They say That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe But I I rather kill myself then turn into their slave Sometimes I feel that I should go and play with the thunder Somehow I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder I've been watching I've been waiting In the shadows all my time I've been searching I've been living For tomorrows all my life Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching waiting for something Feel me touch me heal me, come take me higher I've been watching I've been waiting In the shadows all my time I've been searching I've been living For tomorrows all my life I've been watching I've been waiting I've been searching I've been living for tomorrows In the shadows I've been waiting p.s: nice song, but dunno why josh dun like it.. wanna watch e other mtv fer this song too! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 4:55 PM. *BoNG!* it's soOooOO boring on sundays... boOoooO!!! dun even have any pocket money today... wonder how i much i gotta bring to e class chalet on 1st-4th june... 2 bucks? yawns... im soOooOOo broke rite now... have to pay the damn hp bill on moi own... like finally? anybody wanna donate money to this poor little boy here?? feel free to.. i wont mind oso... anyway, to all area 14 people whos using friendster too!! dun mind lar.. add henderson unit.. can rite? henderson_npcc@yahoo.com soOooO little people inside.. yawns wonder wad exam i gotta take tomolo..? i dun even noe.. die die die!!! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 12:56 PM. *BoNG!* great.. i think i laugh too much on da fone liao.. LoLx... wonder how long we talked? lolz.. played gb with him.. den was sho late.. so lame manx we 2.. see who drop down first... heehee... den talk alot of jokes.. ahem ahem jokes.. nort dirty jokes la... dun any-o-how think... anyway.. moi mouth hurts now!!! laughing too much~!~! argh~!~!~ anyway.. josh juz send mi e prank call.wmv?? sho stupid manx.. and funny!! lolz.. i think it's real de.. all the f words.. kick moi dog blah blah... can't stop laughing everytime i listen to it... shut up.. shut up.. shut up.. i gotta kill u.. im kidding.. lolz.. so lame manx.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 1:33 AM. *BoNG!* wee-o-wee!! im sho happy..!!! every one day past.... means.. one day closer to e movie~!~!~! ahHHhHhhhH! im crazy!! im mad!! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:10 PM. *BoNG!* west mall got murder case? how come i dunno de.. anyway.. err.. where's west mall? =X kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:57 PM. *BoNG!* some ncos did wrong command.. commander oso shout the wrong command.. anyway.. this is moi first year heard commander shout wrong command.. 4 years ago... was wearing the same old uniform... onli without e name tag, badge. 4 years later.. moi last np day 'parade' in school.. sighh... been wearing the same old piece of rank fer 3 years liao... hmmmm.... exam.. boOoOo! chinese exam was sHoooOOOoO hard..!! as hard as a rock..!!! argh~!~! dunno how to read alot of words... den die lor... anyway.. been failing moi chinese.. since... p2? heehee.. after chinese exam.. was CME exam.. kuku one.. lucky i did pass..!! not like someone.. (lim koon) fail 2 times liao.. anyway.. i pass cme exam means.. im a good person!!! :D after all the exam of the day went to np room.. talk alot of stuff with begam. unit camps, useless people in npcc.. blah blah.. lotsa more.. oh.. still got sae about our sec 1 life in npcc.. damn funny manx... all about mi.. mememe.!!! how im 'played' jian rong... always call mi come out talk cock.. wad's moi tele number blah blah.. and how's moi face.. the blur looking.. huhuh?? do i still got tat kind of face? hmmmm.. shall ask people on monday!! anyway.. jian rong no longer a CI now.. going fer NS this coming june... gotta miss him lot lot manx.. the first ci i noe.. mood change beri fast too..!!! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 4:43 PM. *BoNG!* npcc day!! and guess wad.. i almost forget to bring moi beret..!! am i stupid or wad? stupid me..! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:01 PM. *BoNG!* Title: All the small things All the small things True care, truth brings I'll take one lift Your ride, best trip Always, I know You'll be at my show Watching, waiting Commiserating Say it ain't so, I will not go Turn the lights off, carry me home Na na na na na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na na na Late night, come home Work sucks, I know She left me roses by the stairs Surprises let me know she cares Say it ain't so, I will not go Turn the lights off, carry me home Na na na na na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na na na Say it ain't so, I will not go Turn the lights off, carry me home Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill The night will go on, my little windmill Say it ain't so, I will not go Turn the lights off, carry me home Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill The night will go on, the night will go on My little windmill kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 8:02 PM. *BoNG!* real mad!! lolz.. wake up early in the morning 5.50am!!! i thought 6.20am le.. den rush to bath.. heard e national anthem.. find it weird.. beri weird.. look out e bathroom.. HUH!?!!?! sho early..? kinda sian liao.. stupid mi! am sho blur nowadays!! 5 more mins to waste.. mug mug mug!! sci and art exam today.. wonder how i gotta die fer moi art paper.. hmmm...! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 6:17 AM. *BoNG!* 2nd unlucky day fer mi.. the 1st one is the day i lost moi wallet... today.. not that unlucky though... first, was late fer school... i din late fer school in 4 years time in henderson sec.. even in pri school oso nv late before.. moi first time!! lolz... den... in e english lesson.. i dunno fer wad reason.. talk to meng heng in chinese.. caught by mdm choo... den need to write e report fer talking in chinese.. first time oso.. am i lucky?? den... during the last 5 mins of english lesson.. meng heng send mi e atomic kitten's mtv... through handfone.. he's using n-gage.. den send mi with bluetooth.. lag lag.. den moi hp is OUT OF SPACE.. left 2kb of space.. format e hp... all msg... all contact gone.. lucky pic i save to memory card.. all the cute cute cats fotos.. meow! den used the 'brand' new hp... den upload all e old contact from sim card.. some of e new contact gone.. POOF! lolz.. den tat's fine with mi... guess wad.. i format tat hp.. and i dunno e PIN CODE is new one or old de.. new pin code is 12345... den i keep pressing 12345... great... den tata!! saw one msg come out.. PIN CODE LOCKED. PRESS PUK CODE... tat time i was at moi CPA lesson.. at com lab.. i was like uh oh.. how how?? 2nd time tio this prob liao.. no mood liao.. ask willie.. the great one.. he heard moi prob.. keep laughing laughing.. kuku guy.. argh~! was worried tat e ppl who's msging mi.. den when rushing home.. almost fainted..! dunno why oso... think is becoz e bus.. took 30++ mins bus ride.. tired..! yawns! but now.. everything's errr. okie..? people..!! got any nice nice msg hor.. dun mind send mi leh... i dun even have one now.. BOoooOoOOoO!!!! the world is UNFAIR!!!! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 2:58 PM. *BoNG!* xiao yuan.. u here?? reading this not?? or any of her friends.. help mi tell her where's moi 5 bucks!!! it's been one year... argh~! went to her bloggy.. den saw e promo test thingy.. den tata!! remember it liao.. 5 bucks!!! =P kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:47 PM. *BoNG!* ficking hell.. ficking OC!!! MR KUMAR... u juz suck la... i dun even have any LAST parade.. juz noe tat u told all e ncos tat after promo test.. can dun come fer np anymore liao.. wad's this..? im not informed..!!! wad's wrong with u.. OC... officer in charge of henderson unit.. hold the ficking hell rank ASP... fuck off!!! den wad's the use fer US (e old bird ncos) to come fer e npcc day parade which is on this friday? I HATE THIS!!!! still got the cheek to sae aug den we pass out.. after u took over mrs soong as oc.. things isnt the same... ALL U CARE IS THAT GOD DAMN UOPA!!! and marcus's batch and moi batch dun even have any passing out parade.. hate the feeling being used... and not knowing it... even if i can be CI.. I WILL NOT WAN TO BE POST BACK TO THIS FREAKING SCHOOL!!!! finally see the true colour of urs.... kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 8:49 PM. *BoNG!* let's treat that.. we dun know each other... let's not be friends anymore.. after all.. u're running from mi.. and im also.. even we're from the same school.. i wont mind anyway.. i can always sae im not close with you.. or we're not the same class/stream... i dun mind that..! no prob rite? anyway.. chirley.. ur blog damn cool manx.. if can.. i wont mind staying np room forever.. hope u get wad i mean... (this is moi last time typing ur name here anyway...) great!! i juz lost a friend.. wee-o-wee! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 8:43 PM. *BoNG!* been polishing moi brand new boots fer the whole afternoon!!! argh~~!~! guess wad? moi whole right hand.. changed colour!! wee-o-wee!! isn't it fun? it's all black in colour.. -_-'' full of err.. can't be autosol rite? wad's tat called fer polishing e boots? die die.. forgot wad's tat called le.. argh~!~! can't remember it!!! ah..forget it.. anyway.. moi new boots looks cool now.. lolz.. been buring it fer the whole afternoon too.. =X using candle though.. if use lighter.. 5 mins later u can see e lighter's flame becoming smaller and smaller and den.. POOF! spoil.. :P basic knowledge.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 8:56 PM. *BoNG!* pls.. dun be an idiot.. call mi at e midnite k?? 12am+++ lucky i haven sleep.. juz lying on mi bed... but i din pick up e damn fone.. thought it's moi daddy's friend or wad.. den nv expect it was U!! you you you!!! even if i call ur hp.. pls try call moi hp wad.. argh~!~! anyway.. enjoy crapping with u on da' fone! heehee.. thought today got exam.. den.. din really bring anything with mi today school.. some cd player.. pencil case.. and some useless stuff... anyway.. its the usual stuff i bring.. heehee see all the boring teachers.. teaching.. blah blah... making mi sho tired!!! argh~! den after school.. went to pa... collect moi 3 uniform.. lolz.. den saw WCI mas... talk fer awhile.. she's helping out at e PDP.. (police day parade) muz be fun manx.. wanna go see see.. it's at PA afterall.. hmmm... den now currently have... 3 pair of boots (1 pair lost) 3 set of NP shirt.. tat uniform de... 3 set of NP pants.. 2 NP belt.. 4 NP berets shocking huh? lolz.. to zak.. if u wan any boys np uniform.. feel free to ask mi.. :D kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 5:29 PM. *BoNG!* i can't forget all the friends.. i made in npcc.. i can't forget all the friends i have in npcc hq.. the CIs, HIs.. but.. i can't be CI.. but there's hope tat i can be HI.. but i can't hold SCI rank.. the most i hold is SI rank.. it's okie... but... it will be about 6 years later.. and... things will be sho different in henderson NP and npcc hq... sighh.. but when i reach 22 years old.. most prob... i think i will be in the police force.. who noes? planning to sign on with e police force after all... oh god.. thats oso one of moi childhood dream... be a policeman... sho cool... wah~!~! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 4:39 PM. *BoNG!* Title : Priceless The fact that you You think you can Speak to me The way you do It pains me to believe that you Have never stepped out of the skin you lived within And then, and if This day occurs Your tongue, the taste Will immitate a battery The anti-equilibrium Your stomach becomes the floor The look on your face was priceless! The look on your face was priceless! Yes, the look on your face was priceless! That look, it was... A light goes on upstairs, The attic is ablaze! This island isn't big enough For both of us so who will swim In eel infested oceans? Kiss the sand good-bye because the tide is coming up and in Yeah, water, water, water everywhere! And every chance to sink! The look on your face was priceless! The look on your face was priceless! Yes, the look on your face was priceless! That look, it was so priceless It's an amalgamation Of the things you aren't The ways you wish you were A split second Perceiving of the way you really look to everyone of them I wish that you could see because I wish that you could see The look on your face was priceless! The look on your face was priceless! Yes, the look on your face was priceless! That look, it was so priceless p.s: this song not bad.. kinda like it though... to josh.. go download this song..!! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 1:33 PM. *BoNG!* if u think i hate u becoz of wad i wrote.. moi ans fer u is NO i dun... but if u think i still hate u.. becoz i dun reply all ur msg in msn.. den i have nothing to sae... ohoh.. btw.. how u gotta expect mi to reply ur msg.. while im watching the god damn tv..? im nort like u.. have a com in the living room.. i dun..! anyway.. looks like u juz found one mr right huh? all the bunny hoping around... im happy fer u.. and i mean happy..! all da' best.... and hope u'll learn all lesson u had... ( hmmm... ) this entry is specially made fer someone... who changed alot since.... nvm... kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:48 PM. *BoNG!* Title : The Reason I'm not a perfect person There's many things I wish I didn't do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with everyday And all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away And be the one who catches all your tears Thats why i need you to hear I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is You I'm not a perfect person I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you I've found a reason to show A side of me you didn't know A reason for all that I do And the reason is you kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 7:24 PM. *BoNG!* |
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