"There's never enough time to do all the nothing you want." - Calvin
"The best presents don't come in boxes." - Hobbes
"It's better to burn out than to fade away." - Nirvana, Kurt Cobain
Wishlist is at the bottom of the page... :: there's never enough time to do all the nothing you want


Wednesday, December 29, 2004

The Apple Tree

A long time ago, there was a huge apple tree. A little boy loved to come and play around it everyday. He climbed to the tree top, ate the apples, and took a nap under the shadow. He loved the tree and the tree loved to play with him.

Time went by. The little boy had grown up and he no longer played around the tree everyday. One day, the boy came back to the tree and he looked sad. "Come and play with me," the tree asked the boy. "I am no longer a kid, I don't play around trees anymore." The boy replied, "I want toys. I need money to buy them." "Sorry, but I don't have money but you can pick all my apples and sell them. So, you will have money."

The boy was so excited. He grabbed all the apples on the tree and left happily. The boy never came back after he picked the apples. The tree was sad.

One day, the boy returned and the tree was so excited. "Come and play with me," the tree said. "I don't have time to play. I have to work for family. We need a house for shelter. Can you help me?" "Sorry, but I don't have a house. But you can chop off my branches to build your house." So the boy cut all the branches of the tree and left happily. The tree was glad to see him happy but the boy never came back since then. The tree was again lonely and sad.

One hot summer day, the boy returned and the tree was delighted. "Come and play with me!" the tree said. "I am sad and getting old. I want to go sailing to relax myself. Can you give me a boat?" "Use my trunk to build your boat. You can sail far away and be happy." So the boy cut the tree trunk to make a boat. He went sailing and never showed up for a long time.

Finally, the boy returned after he left for so many years. "Sorry, my boy. But I don't have anything for you anymore. No more apples for you." the tree said. "I don't have teeth to bite" the boy replied. "No more trunk for you to climb on" "I am too old for that now" the boy said. "I really can't give you anything. The only thing left is my dying roots" the tree said with tears. "I don't need much now, just a place to rest. I am tired after all these years." The boy replied.

"Good! Old tree roots is the best place to lean on and rest. Come, sit down with me and rest." The boy sat down and the tree was glad and smiled with tears.

This is a story of everyone. The tree is our parent. When we were young, we loved to play with Mom and Dad. When we grew up, we left them. Only came to them when we needed something or when we were in trouble. No matter what, parents will always be there and give everything they can to make you happy. You may think the boy is cruel to the tree but that's how most of us are treat our parents.


seriously i find this story damn true..
sighh.. looks like im of e people..
gotta change!! =D


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Monday, December 27, 2004

oh gosh...
im hungry!!
freaking hungry!!!
someone..
bring me food will ya?
sick and tired of instead noodles!!
what save money..
i dun care already ar..!!
all i need most now is fast food!!
it's been months since i last eat that..

dear joshua..
when will u call me..?
lolz... quick buy ur dodo table and call me asap lar.!!
i wan to go out tomolo!!
i wan to watch movie too!!!
i dun care!! but no money.. oops..


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Friday, December 24, 2004

how i really wish that area 13, 14, 15 and 16 is the same area..
combine together..
that would be really great..

will we ever really meet again?
will we get the sqd shirt that we created?

im sorry that i said things are not nice about squad 4..
but there's still alot of things to improve in our sqd..
really..

ronald, johnsten, musadiq(musadick), cumar, weixiong, louis, desmond, alex, jonathan, val, sansan, doreen...

i miss u all noe..
lolz..
althought one or two people from e list i used to hate..
but during e kayaking course..
i just found out that they can be funny at times too..

school gotta reopen soon..
sighh..
and i gotta go for e appointment liao..
let's hope no operation for me.. =D
please...!
shall not say much about that here first.. im scared...
rrreeaaaddyyy.....!


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Thursday, December 23, 2004

im boreeeedd....
someone save me!!!!
wonder when will i go PA again..
miss all e friends there..
sighh....


kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 8:39 PM. *BoNG!*


Monday, December 20, 2004

if any of e sqd4 people come and read this..
c'mon..
tell me..
is squad 4 really bonded together VERY WELL?
and i starting to see each of every single faces now..
backstabber who can hide real well..
u guys can be sniper in ns man..

ask urself..
do we really bonded together tat well..?
or is it during RC tat time?
and when i add u all in msn chatroom to ask something..
why can't u answer me?
or is it u all are very busy tat time?
busy flirting with some people..
right jonathan?
man, i really hate to say this..
but.. squad 4 are shit..
not all..
but some..
maybe mostly.. i dunno..
it makes mi so fucking sad when i have to say this..

sqd 4 bonding are BULLSHIT...
seriously..
dun come and tell mi about squad shirt..
i dun wish to know....
sighh...


kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:27 PM. *BoNG!*


just got moi N lvl result back..
can onli say..
im HAPPY and SAD...
HAPPY because i pass every single subject..
even for chinese and maths..
as for sad..
moi grade for maths and some other sub is not kinda good..

English 3 (i thought english are easy.. boo!)
maths 5 (dunno what to say..)
science 3 (shocking coz normally flunk)
art 3 (expected)
cpa 4 (sighh!)
chinese 4 (shocking also coz normally failed)

anyway, i think im more like happy now lar..
at least i pass every single sub..
coz heard from limkoon..
onli 30+% pass e science in NT..

am going back moi unit this coming wed..
for some training..
gotta wear full u i think..
wee-o-wee!!

anyway just added e foto into e pic gallery..
fotos of POP/CI nite..
not alot lar..
coz digi cam abit spoil liao.. sighh!


kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 1:35 PM. *BoNG!*


Sunday, December 19, 2004

looks like i already plan moi so called future..?
as for ITE..
either i choose automotive(light vehicles) or electronics(com and networking)
just hope can did well for it..
den if can..
go poly after moi nitec..
if really worst come to worst..
errr den go higher nitec..
if really cannot..
den too bad lor..
but if really really go to higher nitec..
den i cannot sign on to police force first..
ah..
why the road is so confusing!!!

actually..
im aiming for poly den police force..
=D
den can get sgt in police liao..
and from there..
work to e top..


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Saturday, December 18, 2004

after 5 days of kayaking..
man, i looks much darker..!!
which is a good thing lar..
and what i need most is SLEEP!!
im so tired..!! =X

had POP today..
and also .38 shooting..
wooOoO!
i like e recoil..
it's damn shiok..
but during e 15m shooting..
i was like..
yayaya!! e recoil damn nice lor..
but when FI michael tell me..
i dun have any holes in moi target board!!
lolz..
it's like so shocking..
and out of 200 points..
i got less den 20 points..
maybe even less den 10 lor..
sighh!!
so, like what i say throughout e day..
u can be a marksman in .22..
but doesnt means that u can be a marksman in .38!!
oh ya!! forgot to say..
e bullet for .38 is SUPER BIG!!
i see already i oso dunno what to say..
it's like 2 of e bullets for .22
and it's so thick..
wonder whats e feeling being shot by a .38 revolver..
=X

i got moi CADET INSP SHIRT today!!!
wee-o-wee!!!!

and i starting to miss D04 sqd4 people..
sighh!!!
love them lots..
and to keth sir..
he's so handsome and cute~!~!
esp during he smile tat time..
but..
he din came for e POP today..
heard he went for OBS..
sad...


kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:42 PM. *BoNG!*


Wednesday, December 15, 2004

friends come and go as they like..
and..
maybe..
after this sat..
CIBTC POP..
all e sqdmate for 14 days will go...
at least..
i wont be seeing them for months..
who noes maybe for years?
been really really close to them..
during RC and atc..
althought atc we had our own grp..
but during breakfast, lunch and dinner..
we will so call create one more extra group sitting together and talk..
talk.. because we dun have enough food..
but maybe because of that..
we're bonded together so much..
all the monkeys in sqd4..
man, love them lots..

AM STARTING TO MISS EVERY SINGLE OF THEM NOW!!!
maybe one or two i still hate them lar..
=X

if u all thinks that ACS barker (buggers) are all nerds..
man, u're all wrong..
as what i can see..
the 3 guys from acs (buggers) are totally idiots..
and i seriously have to think..
are they from acs or tanglin special?
coz they joke and being an idiot more den being serious..!

aRGH!!!!!!
i must not cry during POP..
(like as if i will liddat)
nvm.. =D


kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 5:56 AM. *BoNG!*


Tuesday, December 14, 2004

anyway, im now a first aider now!!
got e cert from miss lee..
muahahaha...

for those who din get selected for 67th cibtc
in area 14..
it's because there's too many cis in e area..
just like area 13..
there's onli 2 cis there..
2 for the whole damn area..
can't really believe it lor..
and miss lee is trying to drag me over there..
DREAM ON!

oh ya..
miss lee is e course manager lar..
head human resource..
and i oso dunno why she come for e 1 and 2 star kayaking course..
maybe..
maybe npcc hq too rich.. =X
one person liddat e course cost about 100bucks..
woooo.. "cheap"


kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 8:22 PM. *BoNG!*


just complete e one star kayaking course..
and tomolo is moi 2nd star kayaking course..
sigh..
3 more days..
if i dun become like nelson..
as in e skin colour..
it's damn damn.. errr..
lucky?

currently e arm area..
is either damn damn dark..
or red..
sian..

wonder ci nite..
must i really taking e boots and wet shirt there?
oh..
and cannot forget..
someone's present..
wonder where's e ballroom at..
hope it's near ntuc chalet...

4 people quit e 2 star kayaking for some reasons..
and tat ahem chiobu oso quit!!
ZzZzZzZzzZ...
no more chiobu to see liao..
awwwwww......
oh, it was saddddd.....


kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 7:55 PM. *BoNG!*


Monday, December 13, 2004

i always thought that kayaking is easy..
and..
it's moi 2nd time to kayak today..
man, it's so "FUN"
on a single kayak..
and i was there..
turning round and round..
damn damn chompy e water..
did i spell wrongly? wadever~!~!
lolz..

all i noe is..
im currently at home now..
and im still so damn giddy!!
as if im out at e sea now..
sighh..
still got 4 more days to go..
and guess what..
tat miss lee asked mi to collect e money for e 1 and 2 star course..
sigh..
let's hope i dun lost e money lar..


kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 6:59 PM. *BoNG!*


Sunday, December 12, 2004

what the hell!!
e nirvana with the lights out cost 99.99bucks!!
lolz..
man, looks like i gotta buy it next year..
am really really broke now..
sighh!!!
money money!!
where are u!!
lolz..


kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:58 PM. *BoNG!*


yawn yawn yawnsSsSsS....
got a sms from louis...
sometime..
im thinking..
do i fit to be a ci..
maybe he's right..
ah.. forget it..


kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 4:14 AM. *BoNG!*


Wednesday, December 08, 2004

GREAT..
i just found out i got bite on e neck by e sandflies..
damnit..
it's so itchy during e first aid course..
lolz..

and..
i actually got sunburn on e face..
looks so weird now..


kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:30 PM. *BoNG!*


yawns..
atc atc...
one word for it..
slack..
lolz...


maybe tats for me..
heehee..
moi job in atc is damn damn simple..
which is pull the damn npcc flag down..
=X
for everyday..
easy right?

really like e stuff i did in atc anyway..
haha..
e flying fox (monkey)
and alot of rope obs stuff..
kayaking..
damn shiok..

the only thing i hate is that..
the food..
wahahaha..
been eating instant noodles for 4 days lor..
and i think i really really enjoy eating tat for e 4 days.. LOL!

atc seriously..
i have nothing to say about that lar..
got a kinda sucky but funny group..
sucky..
the girls inside i wonder do they come for cibtc atc or cibtc basic complain course not..?
always complain and complain non stop lor..
argh..
funny..
e guys inside keep joking non stop..
but sometime e malays guys are just a bunch of idiots...
got so serious at the wrong bloody time..
even it's inside e tent..

anyway gotta go sleep liao lar..
so damn tired..!
tomolo still got first aid course..
YAWNS!!
for me..
if i see people lying down there..
i think i run and call 995 liao lor.. =X


kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 1:34 AM. *BoNG!*


Friday, December 03, 2004

a note from tiong boon..

hello.. DSP.. this is what we as squad 4 always call you.. this is also the thing that bonded us together as a squad and i enjoyed the moments with you as a squad in this residential course. You are the only one who is able to make the whole squad laugh and at the same time bind us together. You are "one dot know it all" things type and also SIAO on. Happy to know you and you will make a good leader..

tat one dot know it all is chinese words lar..
this note bloody hell make mi one nite lying on e bed thinking of e sqdmate lor..
sighh..
so fast 7 days pass liao..
booo..
D04 SQD 4 rox all the way lar..
muacks.~!~!

dodo josh..
in the very moment..
i call u.. yet u still sleeping..
are u a PORK or what?
argHH~!~!
time to bathe and set of to ubin!!


kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 11:17 AM. *BoNG!*


forgot to add on is that..
e group im in for atc..
e cheers and "drama" for e campfire is all related to ahem gay..
lolz..
isn't that suits me?
-oops-
it's damn damn funny..
the way we dance and shout..

time to pack moi bag..!
1hr 30mins more..
haven even touch on e games...argGH!


kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:27 AM. *BoNG!*


Thursday, December 02, 2004

back from e CIBTC RC..
lolz..
7 days in tracom is not easy..
esp e first 2 days..

Day 1...
saw alot people at pa when i reach there..
thought im e first to reach..
coz it's 7am when im should report at 8..
lolz..
but saw alot people there already..
saw some area people..
cgs de..
den change full u..
looks weird..
but as time goes by..
okok lar..
but after day 1..
kinda hate peak cap.. LOL.
it's hot..
onli tat it provide shade..
to e eyes..

fall into moi sqd...
D04 SQD 4...
BEST!!
lolz..
starting not used to it..
all e people i dun dunno..
onli e area 14..
lambahn, joan thaya clarence, peihui and tat dunno how to spell name girl.
other den them dunno lar..
did all e reporting..
den going back to e bunk..
so lucky..
started to rain..
den have to wear poncho in full u..
have to cover e peak cap somemore..
sian..
den carry e bags on hand..
so bloody heavy..
startin is okay..
but as time goes by..
going up e hill..
just at e parade e hill..
man, cannot take it lar..
after all im helpin others to carry e bags oso..
inside e poncho it's like BBQ chicky liddat..
lolz..
basically..
day one is nothing one..

Day 2...
wake up early in the morning 4.30..
do reflection..
and boots polishing..
starting to noe e people around moi bed..
moi sqdmates..
almost all bloody jokers..
esp in e bunk..
must make people laugh like crazy den can sleep..
den oso dunno why..
i got a nick DSP of Npcc..
lolz..

anyway i cannot really remember wad i did in e cibtc lar..
too much things to remember..
just wan to say tat..
e food in e MASS canteen..
e food there suck like hell..
only for one meal den i can eat finish..
which is can add hot curry urself..
which make e food hot lar..
other then tat..
all e food i cannot even finish half of it den gotta throw it away..
secretly lar..
cannot let e CIIs see..

den..
as for e PNS people..
their drills sux like hell lor..
den was tat e mass canteen..
alot e pns people falling in to eat at e mass canteen..
den i was telling moi sqdmate how e pns people march..
den for no bloody reason..
i said out loud..
eh, NPCC CITs (CI trainee) drills are better den PNS lor..
lolz..
den after i said tat..
i just remember..
there's one whole row table of PNS people eating behind me..
turn round and look at me..
LOL!
it's lucky tat i din got bashed up lar..
=X

saw jonathan at e arourmy when taking e m16 out for rifle drills..
and FI micheal promoted to CPL liao..
dunno jonathan got promoted anot or what..
den tell him about e ndp04 bbq thingy..
den he sounds like wanna go..
was caught by FI michael when talking to jonathan..
can really see e jealousy face of michael..
but sigh...
really dun like him at times..
after what happen tat day..
remember jonathan tell one new FI of npcc..
"u tell e CITs wad to do lar.. after all u're FI u noe.."
tats when we going in to collect e rifles..
sometime i have to think...
if we din stay at pa for one nite..
jonathan is still a FI in npcc..
and because of tat..
he's blacklisted in police force now..
and now jonathan have to cycle around pa to help people do things..
just like a PNS guy..
and he looks like a changed man..

anyway, day 3 till 7..
is kinda slack..
just tat..
there's campcraft com..
and drills com for e CITs...
and moi sqd..
Sqd4 won e drill com..
first!

den as for e campcraft com.. we din won..
but oso dun care le..
i oso flank e oral exam..
less den 10 marks out of 50 lor..
i was took by moi layhong maam for e oral exam..
and she's always give e black face..
make people scare..
ya scare!! den got one question..
name mi 5 lashing and wad's e uses..
i just onli can think of 3 lashing..
round lashing, square lashing and diagonal lashing....
lolz..
and i forgot to name gyn lashing and shear lashing..
damnit. no wonder i can fail e oral exam..
as for tents, mod tent and orienteering..
i really oso cannot make it oso..
she ask mi e question nv tell e topic one..
den i was like down there blur blur..
err err.. skip maam..
sighh!

din got e .38 shoot..
was post fone to 18 dec for some reasons..
dunno why..

almost all e training at pa..
there's PT in e morning and at night..
why?
starting of e day..
i have to jog from moi alpha coy which is at e mass canteen..
which is oso at behind e PA..
jog at least 1km to e drill shed lor..
den is like even at nite oso have to jog..
damn shiok one lor..!
lolz..

den at nite..
lights out..
fooling around..
lolz..
althuoght e bloody nelson from gess..
keep coming in and check..
we still playing around..
jumping on e bed..
and marking in e bed..
as if we're sleepwalking..
lolz..
we're really like idiots down there..
dun really looks like soon to be Cis..
den salute to e cupboard..
marching at 180 degree..
and blanket party some people..
oso got a shock when i beat mos when he was resting on e bed..
den run to e toilet to hide..
den when coming out e toilet..
bloody hell..
got a bloody shock of moi life..
2 HOs wearing white shirt walking e stairs to moi bunk den i thought was ahem ghost..
lolz..
den i JUMPED up lar..
obviously..
so no face lor..
i was in bunk 6.. e highest floor on e building..
so u can think how spooking it was at nite lar..

anyway tml atc liao..
sian..
was in e training dept..
in charge of e first aid box and flag rolling..
lucky tml mi helping e log dept..
den can take bum boat to e campsite..
dunno how to spell e campsite name..
it's moi sec 3 atc campsite..
one word for e campsite..
sucks..
lolz.. esp e tents area..
sighh!

this year cibtc is really very weird lar..
it's e first in 16 years to have stay in cibtc lor..
am kinda scare of e peak cap now..
lolz...
no full u..
untill 18 of dec..
am going for e ci nite 2004 on the 17 dec..
which is also someone's bday...
hahaha..

just wan to say tat..
D04.. SQUAD 4 rox all the way..
i dun really be a joker for nothing lar..
hahaha.. for all the sqdmate looking at this...
if i dun joke like some idiot..
will we bonded so closed to each other?
esp e guys..
hahaha..
need any help in ur unit..
feel free to call mi lar..
really dun mind goin to ur unit to help out..

currently at home..
can see e changes at home..
and dun really noe how to use e keyboard..
haha.. must look at e keyboard and type..
cannot type without looking.. keep typing wrong words.. hehehe
and i think moi digi cam spoil leh..

forgot to say..
in e 7 days camp in PA..
really saw alot of UGLY side of some people..
*pointing at e GESS boy*
hehehehehe
lambhan..
for no reason will fark so loud in e bunk when changing full u..
hehehehhee
OOps?
den as for me..
ugly side..
for mi to know for u to find out..
as wad i always say..
GESS np unit..
should change to GESS dog unit..
=X

I WILL NOT BENT MOI PEAK CAP UNTILL LIKE NELSON'S PEAK CAP..
NO DIFF FROM A HILL..
YUCKS



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