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wait.. isnt that me..? oops.. =x got so many sms yesterday and today.. hahha.. wishing happy bday.. quite shocking lar.. after all they dun really msg me at least they remember me..! yayaa!! some was from ndp03, ndp04, area 14... ndp03' chuen leong, jiemin, yn, xy... ndp04' FI JONATHAN!, sabrina.. area 14 minjia, mil, nurul also cannot forget kelly jiemei*, josh... hahaha.. thanks alot man... to mil.. what u mean by hope u will find a girl u truely love 4 ur bday present..? hahaha.. maybe u can gimme this kind of present lar.. after all.. i dun think i will get this kind of present for moi bday.. went for e archery after school.. yayyaa..! got into e trainer course next week.. means got extra cca points plus cert..! cool!! maybe thats moi present? haha just like last year.. coordinator for e dodo unit camp.. YAWNS..! seriously.. xy ar.. really dunno what u mean by that when u said that to me.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 6:16 PM. *BoNG!* is waiting for you the perfect night is waiting for you the perfect family is waiting for you the perfect kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:39 PM. *BoNG!* yawns.. change e contigent today.. after all.. HO simon want us to change.. "to improve ourself" then change cont with lambun... took cont 7 with en meng... area 13 and 14.. half of e cont from moi area.. stc was late for e training.. seriously.. how dodo can i be..? forget to ask them why they're late.. if their nco saw this right.. dun mind tell me why lar.. coz need to settle some admit stuff.. sian! saw some cgs ncos at parade square.. with some packed food i think.. yummy..! starting thought they're all e cadets marching for npdp.. walking towards them den remember they're ncos.. afterall.. THAT GIRL... one year ago.. shoot me about something related to moi uniform at sana course in moi unit.. make me feel so no face esp when im nco that time.. booo!!! think cgs and stc sec 3s quite close lar.. everytime i tell them e mistake.. during break or something.. they will talk about it.. blah blah.. if not during drills.. they will laugh and laugh.. am i that funny..? really thought i said something wrong.. sighh.. nvm.. weirdo units.. =X after e training.. had debrief at lecture room... brief about how npcc needs cis for e npdp.. and by next week.. people who never come for e training will get kick out from npdp.. cis i mean.. and GOH commanders, flag bearer, mark time IC, car door opener post all out liao.. for the goh commanders.. got quite alot d04 people inside.. there's onli like 8 d04 people in npdp this year.. and 4 d04 cis are in goh commanders and flag bearer.. they are from sqd 2... can see lar.. and beri close with e FIs and HOs.. so bascially what i trying to say is that.. if u plan to be ci.. and plan to be GOH commanders if u become ci.. you must really know how to pull string with e FIs and HOs.. because bascially it's them who put u into e GOH cont to "test" you.. and as for me... moi grp is lambhan, eng kuan, yi zhi and me.. are close with each other.. but not close with e FIs and HOs.. so thats why we dun have e chance to take GOH.. and actually.. i dun plan to be contigent IC lar.. hehehehee... but but but... im not happy with it lar.. it's like so biased lor.. tat happen during cibtc also.. sighh.. am i lucky or what..? best trainee, best camper.. all bullshit..! i wan to get e drill spec, range spec or outdoor spec shirt..!!! to wear bascially.. =X looks so cool... but i dun think i fit any of it.. nvm... kian ruey just called me.. saying i will pair with viviana to standardize e lcp and 3rd class drills.. sighhh... i thought they say is they teach and standardize everything.. now is me and her do e job... help me..!! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:56 PM. *BoNG!* looks quite errm.. simple..? happily working on e project during e practical class.. and found out that i did one mistake. which have to change the whole small little copper board.. which also means.. i totally wasted 2 hours plus on that dodo board for nothing... 2 weeks for me to do e project.. but looks like i can finish in 1 week's time.. i seriously hope also lar.. it's 20% of moi GPA mark for year 1 after all.. for yesterdays debriefing about campfire.. they also talk about moi unit oc.. hmmmmm.. i think he's famous now.. yyaa..! bo chap* oc.. SUM 41 Pieces I tried to be perfect But nothing was worth it I don’t believe it makes me real I thought it’d be easy But no one believes me I meant all the things I said If you believe it’s in my soul I’d say all the words that I know Just to see if it would show That I’m trying to let you know That I’m better off on my own This place is so empty My thoughts are so tempting I don’t know how it got so bad Sometimes it’s so crazy That nothing can save me But it’s the only thing that I have If you believe it’s in my soul I’d say all the words that I know Just to see if it would show That I’m trying to let you know That I’m better off on my own On my own I tried to be perfect It just wasn’t worth it Nothing could ever be so wrong It’s hard to believe me It never gets easy I guess I knew that all along If you believe it’s in my soul I’d say all the words that I know Just to see if it would show That I’m trying to let you know That I’m better off on my own kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 4:29 PM. *BoNG!* was there sleeping from 9.30am till 11.30.. school start at 9am but slack around e canteen.. for 30mins den go back class.. lucky nothing much happen lar.. totally wasted e lesson lar.. but since it's theory lesson.. dun really care much.. but im slacking right now.. damn.. must study from tomolo onwards.. hope hope hope..~!!~! as for website development... first time.. din even sleep throughtout e lesson.. was there busy creating e web page for e assignment... phew.. found some error just now.. and finally get it done.. after all.. e teacher go online to check our assignment.. dunno he check e web page liao anot.. anyway, here's e link http://www.geocities.com/madman_strike_back/index.htm feel free to tell me how u think about it lar.. but it's quite empty anyway.. =X am doing e assignment 3 right now.. damn.. 15 page lor.. 3 topic for me to choose.. den i choose e how to create a web page.. hehehee.. went to gess after moi school.. to collect e rifle's sling for e speech day use.. so dirty.. =X heard is they took from delta sec.. but what i know is that.. gess really take alot of stuff from delta sec lar.. rifles, rifle's sling, spars etc... so, carry all e rifle's sling to moi unit.. damn heavy lor.. 32 of it.. sighh! after that, went to queensway to shop some stuff.. spent quite alot money.. 17 bucks..!! but those is what i really need lar.. not some shoes, bags or clothes lar.. am not so rich to buy that.. looks like foo keong are in good mood today lar.. quite serious and joker today during e debrief for campfire.. and there's onli 3 d04 people down there.. me, lambhan and doreen... and im e onli ci from moi unit.. lucky she* never come lar.. not say i dun like her or what lar.. but times are diff now.. area stuff.. nevermind.. din really got shoot today.. but nelson said me and lambhan did a very good job.. since me and him are still new*.. also talk about ncopc, atc... and some what LMCS stuff.. dunno spell correct not.. but it's all link to leadership skill course lar.. they wanna add that into e ncopc. and this year ncopc is at oss.. damn.. same as 2 years ago.. not so fun liao.. how i wish it's like 3 years ago.. at henderson.. sighh! next sat will be having AGM meeting.. dunno will ac coming.. and also meeting/practice about area promo... and each unit will have 2 nco coming to learn also.. heard during e meeting just now.. and area promo.. now is onli for sgt, staff, si and 1st class.. as for atc.. now maybe dun have test for it.. must see ac liao.. damn.. looks like moi batch damn unlucky lor.. so unlucky that i have to stick on e lcp rank for 3 years.. sec 2-4.. yawns.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 11:18 PM. *BoNG!* what can i say about this day...? a year ago.. campcraft comp at hq.. guys team... totally suck.. and now.. it's been a year.. and that competition.. i still remember it.. how the damn twine snapped... wind blew.. and half of e tent's twined snapped.. obviously that e tents is falling apart after that.. watched black hawk down on channel 5 last night.. and this morning.. yawns.. overslept.. first time.. woke up at 7am.. lucky today school start at 8.30... phew..~! got a shocked in e morning.. on e way to the bus stop.. quite bored and on moi cd player.. and suddenly jumped up because of e blink182's all the small things so damn loud.. maybe that time quite sleepy.. but after playing that song.. hmmmm.. feeling quite refresh lar.. =X seriously.. i think my lucky number is somehow 18... dunno why.. check moi wallet during e class.. totally got a shocked again*... here's all the happenings on 18th in 2004/05... on the 18th april 04.. school got a concert at victoria concert hall.. hweekiat, clarence invite lifang and bridget to e concert.. and i dunno why i join them.. thats e day lifang and me become good friend.. maybe close.. but as time goes by... we starting to drift apart.. partly reason maybe because of Os..? dun really know much about her background.. only know she keep telling me her family got some problem.. erm.. shall not say much about that.. 18th sept 04... area promo on gess.. took my promo one week early that time.. went to e promo at gess because moi cadet dunno how to go.. so have to baby sit them.. and dunno why.. get to know 3 monkeys ncos from other unit.. from stc.. still remember that wini kick moi leg lor.. was talking to huitian maam* that time.. then one flying kick on moi leg.. so damn painfool... 3 months later.. 18th dec 2004... POP from dec 04 (D04) 67th batch cibtc... was feeling damn sick when i woke up.. but still went for e POP at npcc hq.. took moi .38 shooting comp for CITs (cadet inspector trainee) of coz, i still remember how i fail that damn .38 shooting.. got less then 20 points out of 200.. really dunno what to say.. boOoO..! also.. thats the day where i last see alot of e friends in cibtc.. and now.. i think moi squad already falling apart.. squad 4.. area 14 one group.. area 16 one group... so in the end.. no sqd shirt.. because i said we're not united.. quite true lar.. sighhh.. 18th feb 2005... that's just 3 days ago.. area campfire.. really dunno what to say about the campfire.. totally cannot make it... and now im waiting for e debrief sesson... it's like asking me to go to a battle field.. you will never know when will a bullet hit you.. and all e bullet are target locked one.. so, bascially you can't hide lar.. sighhh x2.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 6:54 PM. *BoNG!* next wed will be the shooting competition for e area campfire yesterday or i should say 2 days ago.. after all now is already sunday.. same time and place.. since im from d04.. of coz moi shooting skill not that good.. so it's more like letting people to shoot me then i shoot them.. as for countering the bullets that shoot to me.. hmmmm.. most prob i can't even dodge it.. so.. one shot one kill.. =D and one of them gotta kill me i think is tat none other den moi unit's one and onli wci... i now starting to understand what junjiang told me during e past.. and all make sense to me right now.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 2:04 AM. *BoNG!* just reach home 1am... yawns..! but overall quite fun.. afterall... got free shirt.. steal e pass.. one good thing about crowd control is that.. u can watch e perform damn near.. but bad thing is that.. u have to ask e crowd to go behind e blue line.. and ask people dun sit on e barrer and wad's damn idiot is that.. some of them wont listen to you.. and thats when i have to ask e cisco officer to help me.. asked them 3 times lor.. because that dodo uncle damn attitude... one more bad thing is that.. i get scolded 2 times.. wahahahaha.. if only i can scold them back.. sighhh and my friend.. also sqdmate in cibtc.. got one parent thought he molest his daughter.. because moi friend just wave his hand infront e girl.. to direct people where to go.. lucky got one cisco officer beside him.. if not i think he already kana beaten up by that parent lar.. and seriously.. i think i got ear problem liao.. been standing infront of e loud speaker... doing that crowd control thingy.. saw quite alot chiobus lar.. esp during that dunno what dance.. droools... but u see.. crowd control cannot see see too long.. if not e crowd confirm know im not doing moi job.. =X even the cisco officer some also cannot resist and turn to look.. oops.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 1:12 AM. *BoNG!* nor wanna say back things when she shoot me infront of e ncos.. afterall.. she DID pass me for the promo i took.. but what i really found out is that.. she's not that nice when you know her even more.. maybe junjiang is the only ci i can rely on in moi unit.. area 14 campfire.. like what some told me.. totally cannot make it.. flame getting smaller and smaller.. but did you know that.. i wasted dunno how many damn weeks just to prepare for it..? how much money i wasted for it.. damnit.. what i really trying to say that.. all cis already giving all their best.. i learn things from the hard way.. really.. not that i want to.. but i think im fated to it.. i dunno how i gotta face her in moi unit next time.. and she just likes to pick on me.. it's so messy now in area 14.. alot groups here and there.. and im just a newbie.. dun wanna go against anybody.. and i mean anybody.. maybe just because they're all moi senior batch.. and the respect i got for them.. like what randy tell me how great he is in hq and unit.. blah blah.. how sucky this ci is.. i know what's happening.. in area 14 and hq.. gess will never get gold for uopa 2004.. appeal.. unless pig will fly... there will be a shooting competition next week.. in bm mac i think.... and like what i remember.. ken and nelson already tell me better be ready for it.. take some armour there.. bascially i confirm got rape one lar.. after all.. i set the damn fire structure out.. and it turn out so sucky... last min work after all.. firewood today come.. and lack of so many firewood.. what can i do..? shoot shoot lar.. but what i really really scare is.. they're not using .38 to shoot.. but m16.. semi auto type.. very sian liao.. non stop shooting.. sighhh... so far, i have been a very nice ci lar.. i dun scold that much lar.. if u all dun agree what i said.. maybe just tell me.. or u all may think im not even suit to be ci.. just tell me and i will be very happy to know it.. trust me.. here to say thank-you to the 2 monkeys who gave me e bag of stuff today after campfire.. the 2 d0d0pigs... =Þ kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 1:23 AM. *BoNG!* but what i know now is that.. he DID not.. i repeat moiself.. he DID not use his rank anything related to npcc.. to ask people to go for his birthday party on 13th june.. and i seriously dunno why there's some idiot.. from ndp04 said he did use in his letter or paper to ask people to go.. anyway.. it's been so long liao.. and he's already ord from police force.. kinda miss e days when he taking us as FI in ndp04 man.. so funny can.. and he's way much better than that... nvm.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 11:14 PM. *BoNG!* shall update since some monkeys saying im still living on 11feb.. lemme think.. shall say about yesterday.. V day... seriously.. totally no life for me lor.. spent it with 2 guys.. sighh!!! first with josh.. den with lambhan.. lolz.. went to meet up with that josh is bascially because of e pouch.. need to lent from him for e chingay.. after all.. u dun expect me to bring one big bag and stand there being crowd control right? but when i at gess that time.. i starting to regret meeting him for e campfire noe.. sighh.. spent half of moi day in tat freaking gess npcc room.. totally really NO LIFE! somemore.. gess npcc no girls one lor.. sighh! i sound despo.. oops.. as for today.. din really enjoy school.. sleep for 2 hours.. can u believe it...? and i dun even noe i sleep for 2 hours.. till moi friend told me.. no wonder i woke up blur blur one.. hehehe.. had area meeting.. with setup team people.. and got some new info.. firewood will get on friday.. means cannot have colours on campfire le.. coz before that u need to do alot of stuff.. and also have to sun tan e wood.. blah blah blah... so in the end.. we gotta use sparkers.. and i seriously hope nothing will happen lar.. wish wish wish!! looks like henderson np still have decide what to perform.. or maybe i should say in this way.. they dun even know who is going on this friday.. gotta go buy some armour liao.. sighhhhh!!! thank-you clarence..! =X kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:24 PM. *BoNG!* standing under e hot sun.. shouting here and there.. but not bad lar.. can sun tan in full uniform.. being a cadet, u can enjoy by drinking lotsa water.. and cis wanna drink water also have to wait.. sighh! have to scold e cadets.. shout at them... walk around them when they're marching.. and run to them if they did something wrong.. thats wad the job of cis.. and almost forgot.. have to clear away all e rubbish at e parade square.. -_-'' so, if u tell me being ci is enjoy.. dun need to march.. dream on! maybe in unit can enjoy lar.. in hq.. cis are like part time cleaners and babysitter.. yawns..! en meng finally show the not-so-nice him... shout and scold e contigent 8 people.. wow.. makes me remember 2 years ago in ndp03.. awww..~~ and as for me... am so nervous till i shout e command for open order and i forgot how to close back.. sighh! so no face can? first time taking so beri the many people after all.. excuses.. =X debriefing by FI firdous.. quite okay.. and funny too.. den saw e pns(police ns) people marching pass us.. timing is left, left, left, right.. their timing sounds so unique till i dun even noe how to spell nor say.. and what it sounds really very alike is.. love, love, love your left... basically e love in e timing is left actually.. so it fits e timing when u're marching.. feel free to try at home.. =X and when marching back to hq.. keep using tat timing.. till i almost get scolded.. and also keep playing along with tat lambun... after all.. always get whacked by his hand during marching.. ouchs..~ after one tiring day.. yawns.. never see anybody who i wanna chat online.. AWWWWWWW.... all sleeping liao.. piggy man.. nvm.. shall go eat moi err dinner now.. think more like supper liao.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 11:04 PM. *BoNG!* am staring e computer screen for hours.. maybe i should just go polish e boots.. sighh! yawns.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 3:59 PM. *BoNG!* since i sit with moi family members together eating e reunion dinner.. as what i can remember.. i dun think i did join them for the past years.. althought this year.. e dinner abit the not bad.. but im happy lar.. after all.. we did chat about some stuff.. like potato.. coz having curry chicken and some other stuff lar.. again.. im thinking of moi grandma.. it's been 2 years i think.. what done is already done.. why didnt i went to visit her for the very last time... nvm.. chinese new year..! should be happy lar.. ah.. thinking too much liao.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 7:32 PM. *BoNG!* congrats to hwa chong institute.. and sji.. ahaha.. cannot believe tat both unit's ex-nco now pci was moi sqdmate for cibtc!! chinese high change name to tat hwa chong institute.. sounds dodo rite? =X as usual.. bmss and stc din got into e ranks of uopa.. think is that their oc din hand in e forms lar.. never expect oss to be with them also.. always thought oss busy with this and that.. den got nothing for uopa 04.. lolz.. can't stop laughing.. as for cgs.. congrats man.. finally got award liao..! silver unit.. hahaa.. same as gess.. WAHAHAHAHAH GESS GOT SILVER!!! still got the cheek to tell me gess is best.. bullshit.. can't even get 5 years gold.. :P as for henderson and qtss.. bronze.. no comments.. at least under the ruling of moi batch for 2 years.. henderson got silver in 03 and bronze for 04... and before that.. henderson din even get one award lar.. so quite happy with it liao.. dun mind hearing that henderson got nothing for uopa 05.. gotta expect that sooner or later.... sec 3s taking over soon.. what i think is that.. it will be the darkest period for henderson np... what i still remember and know is that.. they wanna torture e sec 2s.. jealous or whatever.. i dun care.. if they ever do that.. haha.. i seriously dunno what am i gotta do lar.. but one thing i know is that.. tats not a very good thing to do.. peace! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 3:33 PM. *BoNG!* thanks to josh.. who told me that it's damn fun jogging.. blah blah.. and how stupid can i be.. listen to his words.. sighh! saw some guys jogging without wearing any shirt.. hmmmm.. gimme a idea of going there to suntan while jogging.. hit 2 birds with 1 stone.. or is it using 2 stones hit 1 bird? what am i saying..? dunno.. as usual.. do untill 35 sit ups den die liao.. around there lar.. sighhh.. im getting fatter and FATTER!! what if i can't get into e dodo police force? thanks to lambun... saying what must pass e fitness test then can go into e spf.. only fail e pull up only what.. which means fail the whole damn fitness test lar.. sighhh.. beri tired leh.. feel like sleeping now.. yawns... must endure!!! chinese new year coming..! food food!! lotsa food!! YUMMY!! but nafa test next monday.. sighhhh.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 4:27 PM. *BoNG!* chingay parade e shirt for us e crowd control.. is PINK!!! damnit.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:47 PM. *BoNG!* is oath taking and promo test.. thanksss.." a quote from someone in area 14.. =D kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 11:34 PM. *BoNG!* yawns... got shouted by FI firdous... thanks to e right marker for controlling e steps.. booo!!! not trying to sae firdous bad or what.. but one thing good is that.. he's damn cocky after training.. lolz.. and thanks to e officer cadet come and help today.. :D finally.. just finish clocking e hours for hq...! left unit 42 hours to go!! and i still dunno where i got posted to..! and i heard some people nv get posted back their own unit.. cgs..! stc..! cgs..! stc..!! hope hope hope hope!!! wish wish wish wish!!! =X kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 11:22 PM. *BoNG!* as usual.. got lotsa fear.. after all.. it's all girls school.. yup, went there to collect money from auntie leepin.. tat self proclaim princess of area 14.. really cannot make it.. treasurer of area 14.. but give me money that have 1cent in it? sighhh.. am 20 bucks richer now.. after all e stuff i spend on e area campfire.. must save money now.. planning to buy e ACG sandal... 70+ bucks.. and e design looks not bad.. :D to that minjia who looks so sick and pale today.. dun force urself to school and np tml if u cannot make it k? must take care and drink lotsa water lar.. althought i dunno if drinking water will help anot.. =X kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 8:54 PM. *BoNG!* u have to reach school very early when there's assembly.. but as for today.. muahahaha.. i dun mind lar.. i just found out that.. nono.. not really find out or wad lar.. but i dun think SHE's vice chair leh.. hmmm.. but who cares? as long got talk to her can le.. wahahaha.. she told me she's wci..!! but i already know it lar.. =X lesson was way much boring/fun today.. practical all e way from morning till 3.30.. but in between got breaks lar.. if not can die man.. lesson was fun because at least i know what am i doing for today.. at least i think i learned something.. as for boring.. sighh.. moi form teacher change moi sit.. not only me.. it's e whole class.. and i'll sitting beside one.. err weirdo.. sighh totally cannot make it.. i just change sitting beside him.. and less than 10 mins.. he's sleeping in e lesson.. making me damn sleepy lor.. so, the clever me thought that waking him up means i can listen to e lesson.. in the end.. after i woke up him, i was there sleeping for at least errr 10 mins? OOPS..! went out with lambhan today.. oh man, how close we two now.. sighhh tat idiot ask me wanna go out and try e campfire thingy.. meet 4.30pm.. in the end he's late for 30mins? as usual.. make mi walk around tbp like some idiot liddat for 30mins.. went to gess unit and put moi bag.. and just realise that we dun have things to try e fire.. petrol etc.. bloody hell.. make mi walk to gess for nothing.. then from gess walk around henderson finding stuff we need... coz this friday must hand in e receipt to leepin if not.. i dunno i will get back moi money for all e petrol salt etc.. for e fire's colour.. yawns... walk walk and walk.. i think i today walked more den 4km lor... and looks like tomolo i'll be going to gess and try buring the whole school.. PS: nelson in cadet uniform looks damn errr.. weird.. :D kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:52 PM. *BoNG!* |
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