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too bored.. sso bored.. yawnnnnssss... although im online now.. but it's no diff from appearing offline.. just hope nothing much happen in SP.. after all.. i still wanna slack down there as a slacker.. then a so called crowd control.. nobody really* replied moi msg today.. yawns.. waiting waiting and then waited.. still no reply... sad lar.. think will be sleeping early*.. but look at the time.. it's not even early now.. ZzzZzzZzzzZzz kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:14 PM. *BoNG!* it's thursday already.. and tomolo is friday.. but there's no np.. yawns... completed moi AE project today.. just that.. the wave forms are not that perfect.. need to work on it see whether it's me who mixed up some of e resistor..? hmmm.. at least there's some wave forms there.. if not i can just go and ahem liao.. after all.. waste kinda lot time on it.. planning and making.. nowadays e weather kinda crappy.. just like this morning.. rainining like cats and dog.. yet i still can crap with someone that.. it's damn cooling.. reach boon keng mrt station.. got e feeling that im gotta be late for school.. and i mean real late..! then dun really care much.. run all e way from e mrt station to me school.. no diff from k-9 unit training.. just in case u dunno wad's tat unit.. it's dog unit... lucky me teacher nv really scold me or what.. if not i would have run for nothing liao.. HEHE.. =X anyway, just fall in love with one song.. loney* by akon.. dun really know who is that.. but it's kinda nice.. after all, been hearing it on radio.. =D miss chatting on e fone.. lalalala.... kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:13 PM. *BoNG!* brand new week.. yawns.. looks like 3 more weeks.. gotta have end of modular exams.. then 4th week.. holidays!!! can't wait for it... gotta have moi holidays in a month's time.. think some still having exams like mid year exams and chinese Os.. pop out here to say all e best for e coming exams.. and not to forgot.. dun study too much.. just incase.. white hairs poping out from e head.. =D just too bored thats why im here crapping.. after all.. nobody to disturb online.. awwwww.... kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 8:32 PM. *BoNG!* never expect e actual parade so fast end already... well.. what can i say..? early in the morning.. thought i gotta late.. after all.. went to clementi town np to find that weixiong for drill cloth.. then went to clementi interchange to take bus to pa.. it's very near thats why dun mind going to his unit.. reach hq at 10.45.. am i lucky or what.. somehow not everybody reach hq anyway.. so, dun care much.. had foto taking at 11.. then went back e lecture room.. kinda shocked.. at around 11.30 somehow someone went to miss call me.. and of coz went to call back.. but kinda happy in someways.. which also make me smile onto e fone like some dodo for quite awhile.. lalalala... slack for awhile in hq.. then march to e blk 26.. settle all e rooms.. and some briefing about what happening in e parade.. cadets finally came at around 1plus.. then also e lunch for cis came too.. yummy.. chicky rice.. =X pre parade training.. was so damn sunny.. which also make alot people faint.. and e dunno what cross people also dunno how to help.. dunno what are they for anyway.. need to wait so long then help arrive.. well.. what can i say..? jump to the actual parade.. things went quite okay.. quite alot people fall out also.. as for cont 7.. why nobody fall out.. think partly e reason is that. because they have been keep moving around.. look here and there.. adjust here and there.. thats why nobody fall out.. =X never saw e person i gave e tix yesterday.. how lucky can i get? in the end.. take e drill cane for no reason.. cannot really whack tat binbin.. AWWWWW.... all e parade ended.. looks like im not gotta go hq for quite awhile.. kinda miss e people under me.. as in e cont 8, 7.. if really that lucky.. will still meet each other.. dun wanna use the word fated.. =X actually dun wanna type this entry.. but since i got nothing to do right now.. and still cannot sleep.. thats why i appear here typing all e crap out.. also.. someone prefer to be a piglet.. thats why got nothing much to do.. nevermind, after all.. you* had a tiring day.. yawns.. i think me too.. oops.. tomolo still going out.. so, time to go pig out already.. system dowwnnnnnnnn * kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 12:19 AM. *BoNG!* the day i expected came.. npcc.. i thought it will end happily.. but i was wrong.. very wrong.. am really fucking not happy right now.. i dun think i did anything wrong today.. wonder why cadets show me this kind of fucking attitude.. do i really deserve this? seriously.. i fucking hate people trying to use oc to scare us in unit lar.. i dun fucking care how big is tat fucking oc or whatever crap.. he dun even respect as a ci.. why should we do the same.. same goes to the cadets... they bloody hell think e cis are babysitters ar trying to act cute infront of me.. never see me kill people before.. esp that sec 1s.. talk to him nicely also dunno how to reply.. seriously.. im trying not to be so mean.. seriously i tried.. but when i try to be nice.. they always try to climb over me.. like what jj said.. we dun need e cadets to like us.. what we hope is that.. we scold them now.. next time they grow older they understand why we scold them.. for this i think we already done our job liao.. but nowadays cadet are so slacker.. even the fucking sec 4s ncos.. show e fucking attitude.. 2 words for them.. which is fuck off.. it's e last parade for jj.. im sort of sad lar.. for what he really teach me when im cadet.. somehow his words.. really wake me when im cadet time.. anyway, today's is also his last time to wake e cadets up.. somehow wish today training really wake them up lar.. as for e cadets in sec 2s trying to show me their're ah beng.. they just forget who am i during sec school life lar.. well... dunno why.. i can be happy fooling around.. yet i choose to give in and be so fucking stress/sad right now.. just hate the feeling being used.. yayaya! for this.. again.. coded message.. dun even bother to tell me.. why am i feeling like this or wadever crap.. i dun wish to know is there anybody to read this entry.. in fact.. i dun even expect people to come here to read moi entrys.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:30 PM. *BoNG!* kinda boring day for me.. start with pe.. nothing much for me to do.. after all.. already complete nafa.. as for theory lessons.. again.. afternoon lesson was cancelled due to teacher on course.. how lucky can i get? but the morning lesson was a killer.. trying hard to understand what mr tay teaching.. filters... oh man.. physics.. ZzzZzzzZZzzzZzzzZZZz reach home kinda early.. 2pm plus reach home.. lying on e bed till 6plus.. then talk on e fone till sunset.. kinda fast after all.. how i wish can last abit the longer.. =X somethings are fated.. if im really *ahem* nice.. u gotta accept the fact and not telling people u're forced to say it.. =P but dun worry.. since im nice.. so are you.. * this time, im really forced to say it * HEHE.. ¦ Þ kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:36 PM. *BoNG!* got burn by the sun again.. as usual.. and as usual again.. got cuts on e right leg.. how lucky can i get? alittle boring today.. after all.. lost e volleyball.. again... anyway... just found out alot stuff in hq.. chances are.. not inside ndp.. dunno lar.. damn freaking.. dunno what to say.. NO comments.. even small ray also say.. he change alot.. and he's still changing.. so, cant even believe what he saying to me.. oh well.. hq is either u suck up.. or u got the stuff.. then u can be inside... thats the bottom line... going back to cont 8 next sat.. muahahahhaa kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 11:39 PM. *BoNG!* last training before e actual parade start.. which is next week.. kinda slacking day for cis like me.. doing nothing much.. maybe just part time medic.. rushing here and there.. seeing people cannot make it going to faint etc... but some kinda obvious which is fake.. anyway, i moiself also become casualty for awhile.. dunno from no where.. pop out one dodo bee.. and gimme a sting on e arm.. how cool can it be.. it's no nice feeling lor.. kinda shocked for awhile.. then awake liao scanning for casualty.. it's alittle red on e spot right now.. oh man.. what a lucky day.. area promo yesterday... took staff sgt.. as usual.. with guimei.. and what can i say..? most of them are from gess.. and only 2 from oss.. no comments about who pass and fail.. but am happy that.. i settle e sec 3s soon to be nco stuff in area.. yayaya...!! anyway, think i gotta miss npdp training somehow.. e cadets down there.. so funny can..? esp tat cont 8 one.. =X kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 8:37 PM. *BoNG!* went to take 2nd class today.. totally no comments.. a little piece of advice... if u're taking promo.. please.. dun show attitude and sucky drills to e tester.. u can never ever pass promo with those 2 things in you.. not say promo only.. same goes to when u going to the working world.. hmmmmm.. anyway, today is not a very nice day to me.. was there polishing moi boots for 1 hour+ and today.. tat idiot collin went to step on it.. wah.. totally faint on the spot can..!!! argh~~~ apply leave from school just to get step on e boots.. how lucky can i be.. am going with jj and collin to either beach road or hq.. to buy some belt stuff for tat girl.. special case after all.. sec 3.. dun have full u.. no comments about her man... looks like i'll be staying out till quite late like today.. nottt bad... YAWNS... ZzzzZZZzzzZZZzzzzZZZzzzzZZZZzzzZZz kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 11:24 PM. *BoNG!* late for school... nothing happen.. ended school early.. shop around beach road.. last min on call for interview for e coming batch of ncos.. thats how my life is.. exciting huh.. actually.. those are what it seems like.. enjoy* dun think anybody understand what im writing now.. HAHA.. after all.. dun think i got anybody to talk to right now.. feeling so friendless right now.. other than npcc friends.. like e cis.. i dunno who i can really trust and be with right now.. was not really very the usual me today.. after all.. that person was somehow not feeling herself.. think about that also make me somehow.. feeling sad* anyway, went back unit.. kinda blur actually.. wad's happening around me.. collin keep dun wanna tell me anything.. blah blah blah.. say what almost half of e area also know etc... but not gotta say out what is it about.. finally.. think he already give up on her and go for someone new*.. should i say, i feel happy for him.. after all.. he's been waiting for her for quite awhile.. and she dun even bother about him.. maybe age gap does help alittle in this kind of stuff... am really feeing like what a year ago.. dunno i dare to ask that.. maybe even i ask.. the same old answer will come back.. i seriously am confuse now.. should i still keep waiting.. or not to wait.. and... i dun see anything wrong with CI and CADET together.. maybe in the same unit.. somehow better to wait till someone POP than be together.. but diff unit.. i dunno lar.. only know what they* said to me.. means quite logical to me... cant't i want someone to care about me.. gimme e attention i want.. and im still a human.. i feel jealous at time too.. seriously.. thats wad im feeling right now.. but i wont show it out.. maybe.. i wont know also.. sighhh... ERROR #12313 kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 7:51 PM. *BoNG!* and everything is abit the diff to me right now.. no longer cont 8 commander or wad crap.. not even related to cont 8 right now.. change to cont 7.. part time babysitter.. nothing much today.. just tat there's one SSI (npcc) bugger.. who likes to scold people.. esp cis tat have a P infront.. he say till pci is not ci.. nvm~~ next sat same time and place.. dunno can wake up on time anot.. yawns.. anyway, area promo yesterday.. moi unit ncos who taking staff.. all flank.. seriously.. i dare not tell them.. and im also one of e cis taking them for staff.. with 2 more cis.. maybe because.. same sqd as gess.. very stressfool.. some of them tell me.. sir, i know i confirm fail one lar.. and gimme e smile on her face.. but somehow.. understand that she know she gotta fail and she's damn sad.. after all.. i drag her to this promo.. but to me.. u try and go for promo is much more better then run away from it.. at least if u go for it.. u got chance to pass.. nvm.. next week.. gotta prepare them for 1st class drill.. just hope somehow the 5 of them will pass.. and i still dunno when moi unit promo.. hmmmm... kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 8:43 PM. *BoNG!* yawns..! =X starting.. was late for class.. 20+ mins.. and that very first lesson is mr tay's.. also moi form teacher.. can see he's like not happy already.. lolz.. as usual.. lucky he din invite me out from e class.. lesson ends abit the early.. 10.30am.. cause having some army talk.. invite people to join them.. and i was there thinking should i or should not.. e pay is quite high lor.. $$$$$$ and they're paying u for study too.. 700 bucks per month.. was looking at MP.. then in the end.. i give moi that dream a chance.. althought e pay not so good.. but.. hmmmm.... after that was lunch break.. went to bball court.. dunno is e people down there fighting or playing bball.. thats why i never like playing bball.. push here and there.. elbow on e face.. ouch~! so, sit on e floor for a hour plus.. looking at some idiots fighting for a ball.. and will do anything for it.. just like dog and bone.. late for e life skill lesson.. totally no life lesson lar.. teacher was down there rotting.. and e whole class sitting down there talking around.. went to ask one of e classmate why he sign on to e army.. kpo abit.. not bad leh.. army e rank so like easy to get.. 3rd sgt 2nd sgt 1st sgt.. 3 diff rank.. also 3 diff pay.. higher and higher.. ALMOST sign on to army as MP.. phew.. lucky i din do that lor.. but as for money wise.. e money also not easy to earn.. hmmmmm..... kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:18 PM. *BoNG!* 2 more days.. all e best to e friends going for e promo k.. still dunno which unit e promo is at.. so, dun ask me this question.. im just a nobody in area 14.. =D kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 7:44 PM. *BoNG!* yayayaa..!! after that.. gotta care about that area promo den unit promo.. after that.. i shall stress about moi coming test lar.. end of module test.. i flank it.. means i gotta repeat that 6 more months.. oh man.. maybe after all e promo stuff.. den i go study and pray hard lar.. anybody wanna go study together? josh? =X kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:20 PM. *BoNG!* yawns.. what a boring sunday.. and lazy one too.. ZzzZzZzzZzzzzzZz dun even know wanna go out anot.. oiNK! =X kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 12:11 PM. *BoNG!* but i seriously dun think so.. maybe ur group of friends and me is totally not link somehow.. the future is really very unknown to me.. i dunno what will happen.. maybe like what it happen after that 18 april 04.. i dun think i did any wrong that time.. in fact i was cast to one corner.. i hate that.. i really hate that people thinks im somehow a clown.. when u need me u come and find me.. HELL NO... starting met u all, really thought u guys are nice people.. ya.. u all are.. im just confuse.. dun ask me why.. i myself dun even know whats happening... kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 6:26 AM. *BoNG!* sat... speech day05... went to unit damn damn early.. was like gotta rain already.. damn lucky... it rain like some cats and dogs flying around.. 2 years ago.. npcc was GOH too.. it rain on that actual speech day too.. super lucky.. but today.. e guest of honor just reach liao.. e principal suddenly want us to go form up and march in.. maybe she see us in number 1 uniform after all.. yayaya..! was very nervous today.. super.. but nv shout wrong command.. but abit the blur when reporting to jj.. esp when he tell me something i cannot even hear it.. =X after tat.. took some pic in number.. den went to np room for some interview with cadets.. really no comments about that interview.. after all.. TOP SECRET.. haha.. no lar.. joking.. nothing much, just crap with e cadets... then rush to st john hq.. sit down there rot most of e time lar.. after all.. e cis there are to judge e drill com... collin, jj and me went only.. can really say.. st john drills are really not bad.. quite good.. there's one junior sqd.. lcp rank only.. their banging is like using e rifle butt to hit e floor sound.. and their drills are even much better den moi GOH.. wad's shocking is that.. they're all like sec 2s or maybe 3s? i shall not be nice anymore.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 11:18 PM. *BoNG!* HEHE.. what am i doing now... nvm... air rifles....!! drools drools...!! been shooting it today.. not inside e range but outside.. =X nvm again.. tomolo speech day liao..!!! and i have wasted like 1 hour sitting in e bathroom.. washing e uniform.. gotta take lotsa pic tml man.. yay!! but after that gotta rush to npcc hq for npdp.. damn.. anyway am quite free tml evening hor.. =X kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 8:38 PM. *BoNG!* |
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