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am so bored staying at home.. only know that fi jonathan will be having some bday bbq.. not very sure.. but just hope this year.. wont be eating potato again like last year.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 4:10 PM. *BoNG!* so, here am i using this dodo blog which i can trust to crap about.. people out there.. who may or maybe not able to read what im writing right now.. it's not for u all to read or see.. if you choose to.. i cant do anything anyway... first ndp training.. today.. dunno can i say im lucky or not.. just that after today can i say i totally no mood for np? i mean.. i din really got scolded or what.. maybe because im e so called runner for the day today.. which is slack at e hall doing nothing other den follow tat person.. and im just like a kid.. really.. i dunno why.. maybe just because of that.. i din get scolded for anything today.. after all im lack of exp in blah blah blah things.. i dun really understand why they think this way.. but can see that they wanna me to go hq den unit.. after what they told me.. i seriously dunno right now.. hq or unit.. or even area.. this 3.. i dun see they really need me right now.. after e training.. some meeting with e HIs.. maybe just one HI.. debrefing about how e attitude about cis.. but im not inside.. during that time.. e others cis got shoot untill dunno like what.. and one thing came to me mind is that.. good, i din got shoot.. nothing happen to me.. happy happy.. but i dunno.. im not tat person.. that seeing people got scolded.. and im happy coz i din get anything.. seeing them like this.. i noe just a matter of time i will be like them too.. after all this is HQ.. as long u're old.. u gotta kick out anyway.. just like dunno why i nv see en meng today.. maybe because they're forming some drill team stuff right now.. they need new people.. thats why they wanna me join too.. but if i join.. 2 years time.. or 1 year plus.. i will be treated like today how they treat e cis.. anyway im just pci.. so, there's abit the diff.. got asked a few question i totally dunno how to answer back.. why u wanna be ci... why u wanna come for ndp for..? and what post u wanna get in ndp.. maybe the question i noe how to answer is what post u wanna get in ndp.. i seriously dun wish to be in drills.. after all i see today e training.. is like.. u wont noe whos e ic for drills tat time.. all is like so confusing and mixed.. one shouting here other shouting there.. and thats one of e reason we got scolded for.. anyway sad to say i dunno why i wanna be ci for anyway.. after what happen today.. u can say im sick and tired of npcc.. coming wed got training again.. dunno wanna go for it.. 6.45am.. sighh is it worth to get shoot by e officers down there.. and spent e whole day of mine doing nothing.. just like today.. seriously i prefer to sit at home.. msging someone.. den going there doing nothing today.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 11:22 PM. *BoNG!* am so tired.. maybe not moi brain.. but moi feet.. need to relax by sitting.. had some meeting about some stuff in hq.. shall not say whats that about.. afterall i cant say.. than after went to do e range duty.. for e shooting com.. area 10 and 18 today.. so the lucky me become the so called runner.. thats why moi legs are so beri the tired now.. overall think one of e school did really very well.. is hong kong sec.. erm i mean hong kah sec.. =X coz what i heard from other school is that.. e cadets keep say clear clear clear.. means nothing on e target board.. nice and clean.. so, even if im standing infront of them.. i wont get hurt.. err if onli i dare to stand.. after e shooting.. was our turn to shoot.. .22 shooting.. once said it's so easy.. and today.. for me out of 15.. i got 2 in.. muahahahhaa.. so powderfool rite? then keep trying to steal bullets from HI raymond.. after all he got like so many bullets.. but all tiny tiny one.. not like the .38 type.. so thick and err long? anyway, tml gotta go for ndp training.. HI jimmy ask for me.. so have to give face.. but because of that.. cant sleep till 12pm plus.. awwww... chinese o lvl this coming monday? to e bloated dodo turtle.. must study errr very hard hor.. and must have enough rest too kae.. same goes to me.. im tired.. oops.. hehe.. ZzzzZzzZzzzzZzzz kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:29 PM. *BoNG!* all the sleeping, gaming module.. getting bored of this 2 modules.. yawns.. holidays should be enjoying.. blah blah.. yet im staying at home.. doing nothing.. bet the moments i really enjoy is when msging someone* hmmmm.. it's like 1am plus right now.. yet im not feeling tired.. side effects of holidays.. totally hate this.. been lying on e bed for hours.. yet.. just cant dose off.. anyway, update about some np stuff.. coming friday.. some drill team meeting at hq.. dunno should i go not.. well.. if there's unit training.. den i shall pon e meeting at hq.. then sat and sunday.. there's some hq spf amazing race thingy at hq too.. gotta go hq at sat.. stay e nite till sunday.. well.. i must be bored enough to promise raymond im going.. suddenly.. just alot things came to me mind.. sighhh.. can i dun go for all e events at hq? kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 1:27 AM. *BoNG!* exams are over for me..!! holidays offically start!!! one month for me to errr slack!!! sighh.. hope it's whole one month.. =X hmmmm.. today's AE exam is like soOoOoOo easy!! finish everything in 20+ mins.. simple.. just that some of e question forget e formula.. like beta and alpha.. nvm la.. give e tester e 2 marks.. one more hour to slack.. den gotta go back unit liao.. and i gotta see tat ahem blackie.. =D sad but true.. awwwww.... kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 11:31 AM. *BoNG!* crap.. think i gotta do real bad for it.. what kind of crap.. electronic principles.. dun think i really remember e formulas... rms value, emf, right and left hand rules blah blah.. expect e online test gotta be real hard.. nevermind.. if fail this online test still nvm.. i hope so.. after all 30% only.. there goes moi GPA 3.5 gotta slack the whole day today.. and study real hard for the next 2 days for friday's AE exam.. JOSHUA!!! dun do ur hw!! errm.. wanna play game? a game of pool? =X im bored..! hehe kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 12:17 PM. *BoNG!* reaching home so beri the early.. bored.. no web dev today... means after 11.30.. im a free man..! for web dev... i haven even started doing e assignment 5.. well.. ever since i tick not graded for e module.. i dun even wanna do well for it.. after all it's just wasting moi time since i already know i gotta pass.. not graded means either pass or fail.. maybe i just take things too seriously.. esp during e bball game with e classmate.. maybe it's just moi fault.. maybe both of us also have fault.. just wonder will things be back to normal tomolo.. hmmmm.... This place is so empty, and my thoughts are so tempting. I don’t know how it got so bad, and sometimes it’s so crazy that nothing can save me. But it’s the only thing that I have. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 1:46 PM. *BoNG!* but i just uploaded some super mario game into me hp.. some classical game that no matter how many times i played.. also wont get bored.. =X finally, e trip from me house to me school wont be so boring anymore.. yayyaa..! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:52 PM. *BoNG!* maybe because of that.. im kinda moody now..? hmmm.. weird.. and wad's even weird is that.. im now like having sea sick in moi own room.. well... argh~~ tomolo will be back to school again.. can i have one more holiday on monday? theory lesson is always boring anyway.. yawns.. one more week to end of modular exams.. sighh! kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 8:44 PM. *BoNG!* for unit camps, area campfire.. have been doing e campfire.. never really expect that.. in this atc.. i gotta touch campfire again.. ZzzzZZzzzZZzzZz dunno why.. am feeling.. kinda.. weird now.. dun think tomolo gotta go out.. although got some kuku wanna drag me to the same old place again.. but just that.. i think i should be at home.. waiting.. but already know that i gotta waste one whole day waiting tomolo.. yet i still hoping for miracle to happen.. well.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:54 PM. *BoNG!* tomolo will be my last AE practical test.. high and low pass filter... and im not very sure about it.. but if fail for this practical test.. it's somehow expected... had meeting about e layang competition.. just found out that i got more stuff to find out.. sighh.. why am i always the one who doing this kind of job? as for him.. he choose to relax.. of coz if i were him.. i will choose to relax too.. and people is pushing e job to others.. in the end will just push to me.. without knowing.. im having moi exams this very month.. as for atc.. i think im the only one from moi unit in sec 3 atc.. all he cares is himself.. dun even know is the sqdmate of mine for 4 years or what.. really can't believe he's e one who went through all e suffering with me.. dunno whats wrong with me nowadays.. saying things without thinking that either make people dunno what to say.. or sad.. just like today.. i said something very foolish.. that made someone very sad.. lucky she's no longer sad about it.. die die also wont let this happen again.. after all i learned something from this.. but if that happen again.. i can just go and die i think*.. kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 8:54 PM. *BoNG!* tomolo gotta have e practical test.. from 8am till 9.30am.. then got a break till 12.30... wonder what i gotta do in this 3 hours.. guess gotta stone at somewhere that dun have many people will go.. hmmmmm.. am kinda tired now.. think gotta go be a piggy sooner or laterrrr... ZzzzZzzZZzzzZzz kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 12:54 PM. *BoNG!* |
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