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Friday, September 30, 2005

it's friday again..
yayaya!!
just formatted me com yesterday..
all e problem think it's fixed already..
my last resort..
well lucky there's a mp3 player for me to save all e impt stuff..

school quite okay for me today..
did some designing circuit for CAD project..
must really spent alot alot time on it i think coz argh~~
hate using com design circuit stuff.. not so friendly user prog after all..
looks so blur to me..
ah not trying to saying im blur k.. =)

t maths quite okay..
asked alot alot question today..
till i find out e square root stuff..
starting looks so blur but now learn something new.. hehe..
maths is never easy for me..
it's so hard till gotta use hot water to soften it..
=x

joined 2 cca today..
i know abit the late.. but i think can gain 1-2 cca point this year..
chinese chess and computer club..
think some of u must be wondering why i join chinese chess..
kinda lame but hmmm quite fun i see and from what jian rong told me last time..
looks like im still quite noob in e chess stuff..
same goes to com too..
year 2 really must know how to take out e parts of com and put back..
if not gotta fail e first term next year..
thats why joining this com club will help me alot next year..
looks like i gotta face all e com stuff already.. haha
but wont really stress too much on it..
since i think i roughly got e base in it already..

tml maybe going to dion's house to do some project work..
after today..
i told myself..
if i gotta depend on my this 2 teammate for digi electronics project..
i think i will get a 2 for my gpa..
lolz.. it's better to depend on myself and do everything include power point..
ah power point.. headache ar!! lol..

sum 41's pieces..
still my idea song in my mp3 player..
hehe.. nice!


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Thursday, September 22, 2005

got some news from jj..
sad to say..
things are getting bad in unit now..
and it's seriously real bad..

was planning to ask begam and yixuan back as ci..
but i guess i failed.. they didnt wanna come back..
of coz it's not their fault too..
after all they got studies to cope with..

after what jj told me about this 2 guy oc gotta send them for ci course..
i finally can declare that hss gotta be a cmi unit already..
after all i saw one of them this last friday smoking in e toilet..
of coz i believe he likes them thats why he wanna them to go for that course..
once they become one, im as good as nobody..
it's like fighting a losing war against officers..
of coz also it's been a long long battle..
one by one cis leaving e unit..

maybe someone told me not think so much about this npcc..
but when things come to this state..
i cant help it but to think am i the one to cause it..?
i dun wish to.. look at my own unit which mould me into this current me to become some useless, corrupt unit that other people think bad about it.
but of coz wont so vexed/stress about it..
coz i think i made my mind already..
lets see what i can do..
if not i'll just sit by the side and let it corrupt..
well, just a matter of time anyway..
im down here to push back e time back only..

may the force be with this unit..
whooooOosh!


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com been acting weird nowadays..
after i change e graphics card.. hmmm..
well but at least now i got exp from it..
know how to go against this dodo com of mine..
hehe..

am like so last min today...
early in e morning big raymond asking me wanna go e dionne's bday thingy..
plan not to go due to they going to some damn ex place for dinner..
after all im like so broke already..
but well since raymond wanna me go why not? after all need to ask him some stuff..

again so last min when i saw dion today in class..
not sure wanna go gym or go gym then swimming or just swim swim around at jurong there..
lol..
cant decide till i reach home then decided to go swimming pool..
but guess what..
the dodo me forget to bring towel..
lol.. a extra shirt save the day! if not gotta walk out e place wet..
zzzZzZz

feeling so warm now.. weird..
should be a cold cold day but am just feeling warm now..
maybe the side effect of swimming.. oops..
ah gotta be late..
meeting big raymond at 6.30pm...!


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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

around this time, a year ago..
i was hoping to get nfs underground 2..
of coz i must say the game play is quite good..
but isnt e best..
after all e cars are quite limited..
but there's a few more cars then nfs underground..

but this time..
after watching nfs most wanted..
i totally nothing to say about it..
as i watched e video clips mouth opening wide..
lol..
aiming for this nfs most wanted end of this year..
not forgetting juiced and maybe guild wars..
IF i have the money for all.. i dun mind owning them all..

well..
just bought Geforce FX5200 graphics card on sunday..
cant affort e Geforce FX5900 stated on me wishlist..
something wrong with it.. not very sure..
on e com awhile keep hanging.. but well.. promise someone wont so stress about this com stuff..
then drag till today during lunch break went to simlim square change...
to a better one Geforce Fx5200..
but forget to check is fit for my com specs..
after all my com only support 4x but i got 8x instead..
damn.. gotta go change again tml during lunch break again..
lol.. just hope wont get black listed by e stall.. =x

if only this new graphics card works for me perfectly, i will buy juiced and nfs most wanted..
after all i seen e effect from underground 2..
nice!! haha.. cannot use e word drools.. =x

just hope tml can successfully change e graphics card if not i think something bad will happen to this Geforce MX 440.. after all e card's fan been stop moving already..
if it get overheat i think i gotta use ice to cool it down..
(must be crazy enough to do that!)


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Friday, September 16, 2005

going to 11pm already..
yet cant sleep.. must be something wrong with me..
after all tml gotta wake up so early..

abit the dun wanna go for e duty for shooting com finals..
i mean just got e info this morning.. zzz
but if i dun go i have to go e 10am atc test briefing for monday..
everything is like so rush and last min..
what is this damn area trying to prove? nevermind..

this morning was thinking should i pon school for np in my unit..
normally thursday and friday lesson is one of e few days i totally slack and do nothing the whole 3-4 hours in school..
as usual late for school after all it's not mr tay's lesson.. =x
as usual again reach school classmate started singing songs..
one of e few things i abit the hate this class..
haha.. as usual again..
taking e lift always will have someone got beaten up..
today lucky not my turn but somehow pushing around till i got 3 bloody scar on my arm..
looks so funny as if just finish fighting type..
so lucky e cdts saw it today and ask me how come. blah blah..
dun even know how to answer them..
lucky it's not so painful.. if not gotta really pon np today..

yesterday and today jj came to help me for e promo in unit..
really thanks to him if not i think i really gotta faint halfway through..
last time i almost give up on this unit because some officer stuff..
now i almost give up due to e cdts..
haha.. funny thing now is they know what am i thinking but i have no idea what they are thinking..
and i still have to continue this babysitting job for few more years..
wonder what is the main purpose of a ci..
is it for others to hate? or to impart our skill to our cdts..?
i asked every sec 2 cdt today what is their purpose being in this cca..
but i forget to ask myself that..

went go have dinner with jj huitian zak and kaihong..
one good thing being with jj and kaihong now is can learn more army stuff..
haha esp when jj already pop from bmt..
sad but jj fail his ippt..
canot go for sispec course.. which is like nco course for npcc..
but good thing is that he got posted to air force..
after all he can use all his hard skill he learn from sp..
maybe next time getting job at SIA is even more easier..
hmmm

currently not sure what am i thinking now..
unit, area, hq..
in other words all npcc..
lol.. but maybe also abit for my studies.
well.. what makes me unsure about my studies is e stupid dumb t maths module..
every friday this lesson all i got is new worksheet to do..
but nobody will teach.. what the fook i gotta learn..?
all i can do copy.. after all i dun even understand anything..
sad but true again..
this module is intro to my batch because e past those went to poly or higher nitec all cannot cope with e studies..
maybe i should give up on this module after all i just have a pass can already.. yaya!


kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:54 PM. *BoNG!*


Tuesday, September 13, 2005

finally done with CAD project..
as in finish design e circuit out..
but dare not build e circuit out as there's some really smart people build and discover there's some mistake in it..

am doing e receiver circuit..
and when there's no input there's no output..
but today i think there's seriously some big mistake in e plan which we receive..
all e input and output is just sound..
personally saw that when there's no input somehow it got a very loud output..
but when there's input there no output..
wow.. if really e plan that i receive gotta have some changes..
i think i gotta have a hard time squeezing in e components after all e circuit i design is kinda small..

seriously, i dun mind getting any other project like this..
just fall in love with designing circuit drawing here and there..
but when there's something wrong..
hoho.. gotta stare at e paper for 10 mins also no use..

anyway, other then doing all e practical stuff today..
wee...!
i join one more extra cca..
co-op shop..
i know it's lame but..
for the sake of cca point, nevermind la..
plus got special discount on e food and other stuff in e shop..
hehe.. =x

also went to ask kian meng is it possible to join entrepreneur club..
kinda lame to join..
thats why he keep asking why i wanna join too.. lol..
but remember what wini told me.. i think it somehow make sense to me..
in order to go poly i gotta have a strong cca..
and when i have cca point of 8..
yaya! extra 0.2 gpa points..
drools..
but i think the most i can get is 0.1 with the cca point of 4+

also just found out that there's attachment, oversea trip to dunno where and also some unknown module at SP for electronics people..
attachment think other time also have it..
oversea trip is a nono for me..
and im aiming for e sp thingy..
after all wanna try out e poly lifestyle.. hehe..
just hope i can get it.. if not attachment also not bad..

hongyi gotta go e singtel attachment soon..
think a few more weeks..?
dun even know about this untill he told me today..
how lucky can he be.. got recommend for some course at nyp then ite dover last term..
now attachment at singtel and also some club that only 7 got selected for it..
just somehow think that it's a very dark place to stay in ite..
maybe i gotta suck up to e teacher..! =x oops.. joking..
1 year and 2 more months to go..!
endure!!


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Friday, September 09, 2005

just reach home not very long..
went to celebrate e friends bday..
after all yesterday and today also got friend having bday..
went to marine south for some dinner then went to amk to eat cakes?
think i gotta gain weight after today..
need to do some serious exercise!! lolz..

quite alot people went today..
around 8+
but the people im close is only like big raymond and benn..
oops..
and it's not their bday anyway.. =x
think gotta be like last time to see benn..
after all monday for some will be school opening..
but for him..
gotta go left right left in tekong already..
gotta be a man soon..

think he's going in for PTP and not bmt..
starting thought he going in for bmt after all he told me he's pes A..
but after some question he told me he fail his nafa..
hmmmmm..
well.. kinda weird to me..

anyway.. think i gotta go be a piggy already..
it's getting late..
and i gotta reach school at 10am tomorrow..
and im very late today for school..
30 plus min late..
then mr tay talk to me for quite awhile..
i mean i cant deny he's a very good teacher..
maybe im not gotta let him down and hehe wake up abit the earlier.. =x


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Monday, September 05, 2005

what a meaningless day today..
normally will end school at 4pm..
in the end, due to some reasons 1.30pm can leave school..
didnt have the luck to see someone's msg but well..
try my luck..
went to the same old place where i walked for years..

didnt wanna type much here..
dun even think there's anybody reading it..
zzZzzZzZz


this constant pressure that keeps hanging over me
it makes me feel so empty
it's more than anything that I could ever be
what else could you take from me
it's getting harder to relate
don't want to make the same mistakes

- Sum 41, there's no solution


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Sunday, September 04, 2005

this week just too much things happen..
too much things to say..
maybe those are not meant to say it out here..
well..

cant sleep now..
watching some lame shows on tv right now..
as usual those horror movie..
but of coz it looks so fake..
if not i think i gotta on e lights to sleep..
oct coming soon..
and sighh every sat there will be horror movies..
and it's from jap..
ah shall stop thinking it after all i still wanna sleep with the lights off..
=x


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