Sunday, January 29, 2006

how fragile life is..

but thats the way of life..
u come to this world..
and just a matter of time u will have to walk out of this world too..
but i believe whats impt is that as long u live life to the fullest..
and bring joy and happiness to others..
thats the greatest achivement u did and when times up..
u can carry on to the other path of life in the other world..
to others, u maybe had pass away..
but if one see things at the positive side..
you actually live on in others memory and as well at the other world carry on of what u should do..

which is bring joy to others..

when my grandma pass away 4 years ago..
im feeling so mixed up..
i didnt know how to express myself out..
but 4 years later i finally know how it feels like to lose someone impt..

this entry isnt much anything to others..
but it's just for me to the special someone to read..
just hoping that. that special someone after reading it will feel better after understanding what i trying to say..

=)

kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 7:16 PM. *BoNG!*

Monday, January 23, 2006

2nd week of school..

it's getting better..
in fact it's quite alot to study..
books are thick..
but i believe they gotta be with me for at least 6 more months..
i tried to draw somethings in it..
in the end i erase it all..
end up i wrote quite alot notes in it..
whatever e teacher said i just wrote..
and i realize that they didnt really teach e notes inside e book but more towards e powerpoint..
actually i just realize not long ago..
should be studying now..
oops..

early in e morning somehow hear from some ex-classmate that everybody from EC gotta go auditorium...
first hour was crap..
listen to e course manager nagging blah blah blah..
almost fall asleep but somehow did resist e temptation..
then after that was some prize giving to those who score 4 for last term..
now at least it convince myself that i got 4 for last term..
and e prize kinda crappy..
a green little bear keychain!
and it's with a sad face..

after e talk went to chat chat with mr tay since he's at e audi too.
it's my first time chatting with him and he didnt show e black black face..
wahahhaa..
must not disappoint him this year..
but as for e COM..
dun think i'll get it but it's good to aim for it..
only 5-8% in e whole ite..
if only i can cope this term module..?

i decided!!
gotta try my luck to get into e elective module in SP..
i mean if can opt for both elective and attachment who dun want right?
hope hope hope!!!!!

kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:08 PM. *BoNG!*

Monday, January 16, 2006

first day of school..

how lucky can i get seriously..?
im the only person from 0501T got into e current 0501U class..
and cant believe that im so quiet today la..
so unlike me..
but one thing i think i been smiling e whole day to e classmate..
sounds gay but i think im getting nicer!! HEE..

few things why i like about year 1..
when i wanna study, there's always people u can study with..
worst come to worst find some quiet place in class study alone..
and when im bored i can always find davin and e gang to chit chat talk cock..
when im stress on studies esp during practical class, can always scold someone.. =x
lunch break time there's always one thing we as in e whole class like to do..
which is... soccer!!! cheong arr!!!!! and it landed me a big hole on me pants last year.. HEHE

but now.. the fellowship of the class has broken..
cant believe i spent the whole lunch break time in e school gym..
first 30 mins quite okay.. but later getting _!&#!(@#&!(@#
so flip through e theory notes..
can feel e stress as it's all so chim so unknown to me..!
maybe they even know who am i but i dun even know whats that.. zzz

gotta study very hard as i think i got e quite good teachers in year 2..
but i miss mr tay!!!
and he's teaching one of e wireless lan class..
awww...

got e time table for e first term of the year..
think it's quite okay..
monday and tuesday will be ending school at 5pm..
then wed till friday will be ending at 12pm+
which also means monday and tuesday will do e cheong-ing job..
then slack for e rest 3 days..
which means somehow i can go back home change during fridays and go back unit..!
maybe i'll change of mindset after seeing those sec 1s..
scary..!

kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 6:03 PM. *BoNG!*

Monday, January 09, 2006

it's been raining cats and dogs this few days..
esp yesterday..
till in my cosy little room almost become a freezer for pigs..
and today..
it's almost e same as yesterday just that it rain lesser abit..
but somehow my though of going for a afternoon jog just cancelled last min..

cant believe that last night before i sleep i was thinking to go for a nice jog..
under e warm warm sun..
then today just remembered that sun's on leave.. sighh..

it's always better to feel warm then cold..

tml will be a public hols..
maybe going out..
for a short meeting for chingay stuff with e boss then maybe going for manjong afterwards..?

i wan wed!! dinner! oink! =x

kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 5:14 PM. *BoNG!*

Sunday, January 08, 2006

np np np..
been np-ing this 2 days..
friday and sat..
but well once awhile go there babysit e cadets are quite fun la..
esp then doing e job with e old birds..
HEHE..

friday meet collin and jianrong at unit and somehow did a small sing along with e sec 2s..
seriously i think my singing talent still as sucky as last time..
blah blah blah..
but well..
scolding wise still quite good i think.. =x
and also got e news that oc gotta change soon!
finally heard this news..
but the other kuku taking over still about e same..
just that he dun mind giving us e "power" to do somethings compared to past bah..
a quote from him today..
"if u wanna pump e ncos, can.. no prob.. just hide somewhere else to do can la.."
next time wanna play* with e cadets can ask e soon to be oc play with us..
muahahaha...

as for today..
wake up so kuku early in e morning..
yet im still overslept..
lol..
huitian called me and say wad err they're in unit blah blah..
kinda shock to hear jj and her so early reach unit since in e past they're always late..
hss now change of everything i think..
new cca hod..
which means new way of cca orientation..
so because of wad i seen today..
i think about 30 people will sign up for np..
and 15 people will turn up for np..
and later part only 10 will survive e "first 3 months"
somehow now i dun care as many people join np liao..
just wan e good ones better then all attitude problem type..
plus grrr huitian's cousin joined np!!
just gotta pray pray that her cousin dun have e same attitude with her else..
i say one word then kana backfired 10 back..
sighhh.. poor me.. i just get payed 2 bucks and i have to babysit e whole unit..

jj said something today i find it damn funny la.
saying e rest being kia instead of mia for so long..
wonder how long will i last this year..
hmmmm...
if only i can clock 100bucks this term as ci i confirm reg come for np every week..
joking! =x


after e long long day spending it at unit..
somehow e dodo me went to hq..
do some admin stuff..
wah can faint ar..
marking all e uopa stuff which isnt meant to said out..
then after that went to ray's office there for manjong..
sighh this time i only win 30cent..!
weeee..
lose how much is abit the unknown la..
can count e clothes i lose away.. sad but true.. lol..
damn tired after e long long day..
but still feeling so bloated from e supper just now..
yucks oily food..
and now i cant sleep due to that..
quite dumb right..?


i want turtle!!! oink oink!

kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 2:15 AM. *BoNG!*

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

A man was walking along a California beach and stumbled across an old lamp. He picked it up and rubbed it and out popped a genie.

The genie said "OK, OK. You released me from the lamp... blah, blah, blah... This is the fourth time this month and I'm getting a little sick of these wishes so you can forget about three. You only get one wish!"

The man sat and thought about it for a while and said, "I've always wanted to go to Hawaii but I'm scared to fly and I get very seasick. Could you build me a bridge to Hawaii so I can drive over there to visit?"

The genie laughed and said, "That's impossible! Think of the logistics of that. How would the supports ever reach the bottom of the Pacific?

Think of how much concrete... how much steel!! No. Think of another wish."

The man said OK and tried to think of a really good wish. Finally, he said, "I've been married and divorced four times. My wives always said that I don't care and that I'm insensitive. So, I wish that I could understand women...know how they feel inside and what they're thinking when they give me the silent treatment... to know why they're crying, to know what they really want when they say 'nothing' ... to know how to make them truly happy."

The genie said, "You want that bridge two lanes or four?"

kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 10:49 PM. *BoNG!*

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

i have decided!!
lol..
hmmm..
2 more months. about there..
then shall go reg at bbdc for e driving..
but just aiming to finish e basics only..
practical wise i think once i work till quite a few ks in e bank then decided.. ( by that time i'll be 21 already) lol..

thanks to ray that tempted me to go for it..
i'll be 18 in a matter of months time..
gotta thank god it's on weekdays..
shall not let any ex-classmate know or else i'll be swimming in e pond in school..
and e water in e pond is GREEN!!
pray pray.. after all last year whoever's bday i'll be one of e few to lead and throw people down e pond..
oops..

this few days not going out..
so gotta be a "sai kang" warrior for raymond..
lucky im quite a experience one since im from ahem npcc.

school gotta start at 16 jan..
not sure is it a good thing or bad one..
one thing im sure is that..
errr... actually i dun even know how school will be like ya.. =x

kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 9:02 PM. *BoNG!*

Sunday, January 01, 2006

weee...!!
it's 1st jan 2006..!
first day of e year..
and during e midnite, i was in a van watching some of e fireworks at bugis..
lol..

31st of dec 2005..
went gym awhile with josh..
then after that went to meet ray and e rest at his office..
i must say im unlucky that day is that..
when im at gym, i just realize that i forgot to bring socks..
then at gym maybe im rough but i just made e shirt an extra hole in it..
lol..
lucky i did bring e extra sports "top" lol..

went to ray's office there..
sean, his gf, ray and one more unknown girl..
playing manjong.. then at there time im still unknown to manjong too..
so sit there snacking away and watching them play..
after that went piggy out at bugis till 11+ going to midnite..
abit the wasted that e place there cant really see e whole view of firework..
partly seen only.. didnt manage to snap some foto of it also.. grrr..

but well..
at that point of time i was in e van behind..
quite cosy and not bad la..
welcome e new year in e van slacking around..
drive around ray's workplace to take a good look around e night life there before going back to learn e manjong..
now i understand why people like to play that overnight without sleeping..
but we just play till 5am that one by one starting to fall already..
which somehow saw mj's sms..!
thought there's some sms delay or wad but she's awake too playing manjong..!
kinda speechless but somehow smiling to e fone too..

then later e day meet mj then went out together..
actually, im like a piggy trying to sleep everywhere we went la..
maybe just too tired..
yawns..!

kJ. transformED into "Spaceman Spiff" at 11:43 PM. *BoNG!*